www.goodbadmusic.com/2007/09/26/fear-of-god-konserven-7ep-two-sheds-records-switzerland-1993/ yes i posted this on the forum but i love it so much i posted it hear as well. enjoy. and also i will not be hear saturday and some of sonday. my sister is going to see fallout girl so we have to fucking camp out. atention mom and dad leave me out of this. that's all for now.

um hi. i'm really borred and i don't know what to write about. i hate private journels but you've already heard this. and if you haven't go read it! don't worry i'll be right hear. so likes i was sayin i'm just sitting hear and drinking rockstar. and you'll be pleased to know i'm going to long beach for the race. yay! so after each day it's an update fo ya! hope you enjoy. goodbye and stay brutal!

i'm going to sleep for now. good night sm. not really. but i just thought that sounded good. 4 posts in one day.nooooo! i've failed. that's all for today.

writing journels everyday. because most of the time i have nothing to say. the main reason i do it is because i'm borred. like right now. man i have to get a life.

well i was looking at the 2009 indy car entry list and it turns out that 15 out of the 21 drivers raced in cart/champ car/atlantix before. what does that say about indy lights? champ car was the shit and sucks that they had to merge with the dark side of american open weal racing the indy racing league. that's all for now.

i have not been effected by the conficker thing. don't know what it does but still. why do people make those things? but so far so good. so what? hahah megadeth refference. but that's all i have to say and stay brutal!

i have been missing my dog shelby more lately. she died about two years ago and it sucks. but it was more than that. she had a way of making me happy. i miss that dog so much. now that i'm pretty stressed out and angry at everything i have noone to chere me up. i don't have a human friend or a dog companion. i have other dogs but i can never have another shelby.

look at what this guy said. oh well whatever. i didn't post yesterday.noooo! i was getting too frequent so i said let's take a day off. and i got you!

i'm borred and i hate everyone. fuck this shit i have to go to school. fuck school. just dowloaded an ep by fear of god. it kicks ass. that's all for today.

i'm feeling pretty depressed right now and it has nothing to do with the fact that my life sucks. i just realised how alone i really am. even when i'm with people i feel alone. i think it's because i really don't have anyone that understands me. my best friend i never see (make any joke you want) so i don't have anybody to relate too. noone at my school feels the same way i do about anything (except that certain teachers should drop dead) and i don't know what to do.