[six] current song: Top Of The World - The All-American Rejects current mood: meh Yes, I am just meh again. Oh well. Yeah, my eye is still stinging from the whole shampoo incident. I washed it out and used eye drops, but it's still not feeling great. And wow, my Dad sure has a way of making situations awkward. Honestly, he's so good at it and it's so freaking annoying. Like, my Mom and I are having this funny conversation and my Dad makes it all awkward and tries to put this guilt trip on us or something. Ugh. I'm getting more excited every day to go back to school in 5 weeks. I love being home, but around my parents, I still feel like a teenager. Blehhh.

[five] current song: Hello Mrs. Heartache - Ryan Young current mood: in pain So, I just got a buttload of shampoo in my eye for the first time. It hurt so fucking bad...I just started cussing like crazy. And I don't cuss very often. It still hurts like crazy, hence the swearing right then...and the swearing right now... Holy shit, it's so fucking painful.

[four] current song: none (i really need to write these other times than when i'm at work) current mood: meh. Meh. Not fantastic, not terrible. Just meh. I have an obsession with the song Walking On Air by Kerli. It's where my journal title comes from today. Listen to it. She has this incredible and unique voice. It's very addictive. On Saturday I bought a new cd - 'With Me' from the band Siberian. They rock. I saw them live a couple weeks ago and now I'm hooked! Weird, I JUST (a few seconds ago) remembered that last night I had a freaky almost-dream. It was one of those where I had drifted off and saw these images, but then woke up (?) kinda, and realized I wasn't completely asleep. I can't remember ANYTHING about it. Just that I was scared out of my mind. I remember being so freaked that I didn't want to actually turn off my light and go to sleep. I remember being so tired that I tried sleeping anyways and I was thinking so hard about how I didn't want to fall back into that nightmare. I wonder if I'll ever remember what I saw. I just try to think about it and all I can think about is being so incredibly scared...more than any other dream has ever made me. More than I've ever been in real life. But on a MUCH happier note, SHARK WEEK on the discovery channel started yesterday! I look forward to this week all summer!

[three] current song: none (still at work...oops!) current mood: i'm feeling good. I can't get these songs out of my head. I sing them over and over again in my mind all day. So then by the time I get home from work, I have to watch it all over again. I'm, of course, referring to Dr. Horrible's Sing-A-Long Blog It's one of the most amazing things I've ever seen. Today's a good day. The first good day I've had since friday. So that's a good thing! I'm finally in a good mood. Phew. I hadn't had that many consecutive bad days in a long time. So yay for me for being happy today! :)

[two] current song: none (i'm at work) current mood: tired as hell Does anybody besides my family watch the show 'Wipeout' on ABC? It's completely my new obsession. I laugh so hard watching some of these people. I really need to get more sleep. I'm one of those people that actually need their 8 hours. But the past couple weeks I've only been getting about 5...at least on weeknights. It sucks, but I have to get up at 6:30am and it's just WRONG to go to bed before midnight. I can't do it. I'm going to start this thing in my journal (maybe every entry...if I feel like it) where I give '10 Reasons I LOVE (insert band name here)' I'll start today with Paramore because I've been listening to Riot! a lot lately. And I got today's title from their first cd All We Know is Falling. 10 Reasons I LOVE Paramore: 1. There is so much emotion in every song they sing/play 2. Hayley's voice has such a great sound 3. Josh Farro (and his lip ring) 4. The ability they have to get a crowd really into their songs even if people hadn't heard the music before 5. They're all so young and talented...I think they'll be around for a while 6. They used my favorite word in a song (whore) 7. They seem like funny/fun people to be around (ex. in a video I watched on youtube, Josh was using a straightener to iron his shirt) 8. Their music gets me so hyped up that I NEED to dance/sing and I belt it out so hard (in the wrong way) that I'm probably ruining my vocal chords (my belt/pop vocal professor is going to hate that) 9. How they got me to buy a shirt from them because their merch guy was so stinkin' cute. 10. The lyrics are perfect. I love them and can relate to a lot of them

[one] current song: none current mood: undecided I love music. I wouldn't be here if I didn't. My dad and I always have these weird arguements because he only listens to the music and doesn't care too much about the lyrics. I obviously see differently because I'm on a website dedicated to lyrics/song meanings. If I didn't have music, I don't know what I'd do. Although my iPod has been underneath our couch since Saturday morning. The only way to get it out is to take apart the couch (it's a sectional) and my dad got all pissy the first time I asked him to get it. Because apparently "it's so much work so [i'd] better be 100% sure it's under there" Well, I know it is, I can see it. But I've been afraid to ask him again because of how he got last time. My dad's been kind of a jerk lately. It's really annoying me because I've always had a really good relationship with both my parents, but the past couple weeks, I haven't really gotten along with my dad very well. I get really mad too, when we're arguing. And we have bad arguments because we're both incredibly stubborn. I kind of like this whole journal thing on here. I'll probably post again today. FYI: Probably all of my journal titles will be song lyrics...if you can't guess today's...that's really sad and you need to look it up and get the song. Now.