so random, lawlzz. tonight is hopefully going to work out /crosses fingers “LITTLE PILL WHITE AND ROUND GULP OF WATER, TURBO DOWN! ANXIETY NOW, CAN'T STAND OR SIT, JUST WAIT, DON'T WORRY, IT WILL HIT! IN HALF-AN-HOUR YOU RISE INSIDE, EVERYONE LOVES, NO HATE TO HIDE. EVERYTHING'S GOOD, THERE IS NO WRONG, IF THE WHOLE WORLD SWALLOWED IT, EVERYONE WOULD GET ALONG... WORLD PEACE I HAVE A VISION, CANNOT BE OBTAINED THROUGH RELIGION BUT CAN BE RESOLVED CHEMICALLY THERE IS A GOD CALLED ECSTASY!” -Anonymous

life is confusing. when isnt it though? my blogs are pretty emotional lool. seems like my lifes on repeat. /wrist LOL.

blah youre cuttte
i shouldnt be thinking this


BAD! [edit] i have NO IDEA who this was about.

my life is filled with so many negative things. i just want it all to stop.

Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Very High Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: High Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

"Just because I try not to talk about it... does not mean I'm over it, that I feel better, or that I'm ever going to be okay. I just don't want to be a burden."

wow looking back at all my journal entries from before summer started.. so many things have changed, but have stayed the same.. all at once? i still feel the same even though eveythings alright?