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  • Tuesday - 3/23/10

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on March 23, 2010
    Even though its only March, I feel like it's almost summer. Spring is here, I know that for sure. And things are starting to feel different. Even though school and muscial are putting pressure on me, I feel sort of care free.

    Soo, I was reading my old entries and stumbled apon some of the old bands I used to listen to like Flyleaf, ahah. Well, I just downloaded a ton of their songs and with every song comes a new memorie of how I felt listening to that song. Its so weird, I feel like I'm in 7th grade again. I'm also listening to My American Heart. Wow talk about angsty 8th grader. I can't believe I forgot about all these songs and memories, its been so long. I've grown so much. My childhood was so much easier than this. Why did I wish to grow up faster? Now everything is dull. And complicated. And lonely. I don't think there much hope for it to get better from here. I really need to get away from this town and this school and these people. Its sucks to know that I've had to waste so much of my time here. And the people are all the same. My school is small and pathetic, it drives me nuts. One day I'll be where I need to be, I just wish I could figure out where it is.
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  • Sunday - 11/8/09

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on November 09, 2009
    Months keep moving faster. It still feels like the beginning of the school year. High school is getting easier it seems. I've set goals for myself and I enjoy most of my classes. My friends are fine right now along with school and stuff. Nothing too out of the ordinary. I thought I'd have more to say. I guess I don't.
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  • Tuesday - 8/18

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on August 18, 2009
    School is coming up. I don't know whether I'm ready for it or not. It's really frustrating cause I feel like I should be preparing, but I just sit and sleep all day. I'm soooooo lazy. I know I have stuff to get done. I sleep in until 2 then feel tired the rest of the day. Eeeeh, school's going to suck.
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  • Monday - 7/27/09

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on July 27, 2009
    An over-whelming sense of nostalgia has been clouding over me for the past few days. I don't know what to make of it. I wish I was in the past. And be different like I am today. I used to worry about trivial stuff like boys and school. Now it's all like, boys don't matter, school gets harder and harder, so what does life have in store for me now. All I think about is the future and what is to become of me. I'm so distant from the present. I'm either focused on things that have happened or are yet to (possibly) come. My insides are like a tornado. I'm just so frustrated and I dont' know about what.
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  • Monday - 1/26/09

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on January 26, 2009
    Finals for my first semester of high school are over with. I conqured 1/8 of my high school life. Horrayy. Wow, songmeanings.net can seriously lick butthole because I don't know how to do anything on here and I've looked in the help section and it doesn't help me with shit. This blows. I believe I could be in love....again. But aren't I always. I'm just desperate for someone to occupie my heart. It's a little pathetic, but you can't blame me. He's a mystery, but I know so much about. I've know him since I was 6 acutally. I get so many feelings whenever I'm around him, my mind moves fast, and I get all tongue tied. I've always be attracted to the person first before I talk to him, I guess he's different though. Very different. And I love it.
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  • Friday - 12/26

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on December 26, 2008
    To be honest, you were only a phase. Now you're only a face. Golden brown, sutble hair. and suddenly I don't seem to care. Were you supposed to save me, or am I finally dreaming? One less mistake, I don't have to make.
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  • Saturday - 11/22

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on November 22, 2008

    I actually sort of like typing in this thing:) I guess I'll write about today. Uh, so I had to wake up at 8:30 this morning to go to dance. I take 2 dance classes a week and I LUB IT. I really missed dancing. So yeah, I got home like an hour ago and then at 2 I have madrigals. It's this choir thing for school. It's pretty fun.

    I'm pretty sure that's all I had to type about. When I think of something else, I'll type more. It's not like anyone reads this.. 

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  • Friday - 11/21

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on November 22, 2008

    I never keep up on these journals, which is typical of me. But to start from where I last took off, it's school again. High school. I'mma froshie. And the usual, I'm falling behind in school work and possibly my social life. Bad? Yes. Predicted? Duhh.

    I guess I don't like Josh anymore, like I stated in my last entry. He is nice and relatively attractive, but he's too much of a people pleaser. I know because of that something terrible is going come out of all this. I just don't want to be around when it happens. I knew there wasn't anything there, anyway. I'm starting to hang out with him more though. At the beginning of the year we didn't talk AT ALL. Now it's getting better.

    My new "eye candy" is this sophomore, Casey. He's in my English class and I barely know him. I've only talked to him directly once. I don't think anything's going to happen though. It never does. I just worry to much about it when I shouldn't. "If crushes weren't meant to hurt you, they'd be called something else." I love Sixteen Candles:) I digress, I noticed him looking at me occasionally in class. I know better to not get my hopes up. It's so hard..

    Eeeh. I'm in a typing mood. I'm home alone on a Friday night and bored. REALLY bored. This is my second time typing this damn entry because right when I was in the middle of it my computer shut down the internet for 2 seconds, then my dog was annoying the hell out of me. I'm so random right now.

    Nobody cares about this shit anymore. I'm just going to leave this entry as it is. 

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  • Saturday - 8/2

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on August 02, 2008
    Last month of summer. I don't know whether this was a good one or a bad one. Don't get me wrong I've had my good times this summer, a lot in fact. But obviously I've been thinking a lot and I haven't gotten to do ALL the things I've wanted to do and I haven't gotten to see all the people I wanted to see. I'm now 14 which is pretty exciting and in about a month I'll be start high school. I only have 2 things I wanna do before the summer ends and then I guess I'm set for school. I got my bangs cut really short so now at least I don't have to worry about my looks. My friend Josh is transferring to MG. I really like him, but I think I shouldn't. I've noticed he's slowly backing away from me. Do I really come on too strong? I don't know if I can like Josh anyway, he reminds me too much of Jon. And speaking of Jon I've been randomly thinking about him a lot. All the things me and Jon did now me and Josh are doing. It's pretty scary. So many people are getting on my nerves it's bumming me out (ex. Emily, Tessa, Josh, Cheyenne, etc). Luckily I have the "quad-squad". Though we haven't hung out since my birthday. I don't think Samantha wants to be in it anymore. I don't know why but I feel like something bad is going to happen with my okay life. I feel like I'm going to lose something or someone close to me.
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  • Thursday - 3/20

    by LikeSrslyItsVia on March 20, 2008
    So, it's spring break. It's funny how time goes by so fast when at first it doesn't seem like it. I'm tired, useless, and uninspired, now days. Nothing is getting better. It seemed like it at first. No point in waiting anymore.
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