oooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccchhhhhhhh my brain hurts u try to get in a head lock and have a 1000 page history book smackin u on the head for bout 5 mins it hurts and i am just tryin to avoid trey from my skool cuz im tryin to brake pervy habits cuz i lost a good friend cuz of havin a sick mind so if u no who i am dont xpect me to talk like a perve anymore and i love the song Last Resort by Papa Roach cut my life into pieces this is my last resort suffication no breathin dont give a fuck if i cut my arm bleedin

hey im just goin thro a tuff time rite now my adopted parents r bout to get a divorce my family hates me sept my sis Saria. my little bro that im not realated to in anyway has a bf and it scares me every1 hates me encludin my so called friends i think there just tryin to cheer me up it never works i laf on the outside but scream and cry on the inside i need some real friends who will actually care bout me if u read this just hope that i can survive my life like it is

i hate school every1 has to be jackasses and torture every1 else i was beat just for the fun of it and i think jordan doesnt hate me shes just not talkin to me at school i hate at school our band director wont shut the fuck up bout honor band and how none of the trombones didnt try out the way my is life goin on rite i had no time to try out so im pissed at him im also pissed at some of my friends they dont talk to me anymore its like ever since me and jordan broke up we just fell apart i cant stand it well i got to go c ya all

i hate my life im adopted i dont no any of my realy family but my sister im not from the usa really i was born in japan my favorite band is three days grace and queens of the stone age u may have already read bout my love life i am the biggest music freak at my school i am the most hated person at my school i dont really care for rap i have my own band but we dont have a name yet i need to go to bed but im to lazy to clean my bed off im bored and i just typin cuz i feel like it i hate star wars if u read this my u must listen to time of dying by 3dg (3 days grace) i need to go to bed bad i play trombone, bass, electric and acoustic guitar, drum set and clarinet i am bored out of my mind i still need to go to bed i am the biggest loser at my school my favorite hobby is to talk to my friends i am bored i need a better life i lyed bout my age im 14 and my bday is dec 25, 1993 o tell my friends that i was borin on april 10, 1994 cuz thats win i was adopted i hate fallout boy pete wentz is biosexual cuz in dance dance he sed i love joe truman or wut ever his name is none of my friends no bout this

dont read yesterdays entry i was wrong i care bout jordan i just dont want to look at her anymore cuz each time i dont she reminds me how much i like her and i cant let her no i still like her god i need help with this girl crap

im bored and ive been thinkin i dont like u jordan i hate a lot of things bout u and i dont care bout ur problems anymore im to busy with mine so if u read this were not friends anymore k and if any1 else reads this i dont care if u no bout them

i like this girl but i hate everything bout her but i dont no y i like her. i dont no if she likes me but i heard that she hates my guts and i heard that she likes me. we went out for like 3 weeks but them she broke up with me cuz she isnt ready to go out with me but i think the real reason is that i am a little wierd and she cant stand me so she just talks to me to make me feel better it never works