well today was wierd. i honestly think jordan still likes me. well let me talk bout my day 1st tho. 1) she gets taylor and trey to hold me down to poor applejuice all over my back at lunch. instead it got all over my hoody and made my arm all sticky. 2)me and taylor got in a fite (i no its not nice to fite girls, but she wudnt get off of me after i told her no more hugs) she bit me so i bit back. then i punched her in the rib and now shes all mad at me. i was just defendin myself. cant a guy do that sometimes. 3) trey got on my godamn nerves today. he was goin thro my binder to steal my homework and my ipod (how dumb is he. i always keep my cell phone and ipod in my pocket. duh.)he got my homework tho so i told mrs simmons and now he has afterschool. i think jordan still likes me cuz yesterday she followed me everywhere i went in the school. i need to tell her that i dont really want to be friends with taylor, teresa, darlene, and her cuz of that goddamn mothafuckin bitch from hell, trey. he always has to do something to get on my fuckin nerves its like he lives to torture me. all i no is he likes jordan, but jordan likes me, but i like chelsie, but chelsies a lesbion.i think i like jordan more tho. im not quite sure, but the only reason i put up with trey is cuz of taylor and jordan. teresa, kelly , and darlene r good friends but i just dont think that i diserve friends anymore. after today, i thot i was goin to go suicidle. i no im typin alot but i just dont have that much time to get on anymore. my life is to busy. i have to deal with honors science projects, reading projects, and keep my grades up in math and history. o and do projects for english. i also have to practice my trombone for jazz band and concert, but wut i do the most is hang out with my friends so i only get on at like 10 pm now days. i want to no if jordan still likes me. me and andrew think so. but im just guessin. well adios journal. i need to see the lyrics for sick sick sick by qotsa. adios ps i have spanish this nine weeks :( kirbys revolution ^('')^ haha v('')v

hey i havent put anything up in a long time cuz ive been busy but this friday was the wierdest of all time. well me and jordan r really good friends but friday she showed some wierd colors. for example, she stole my mountain dew to make some wierd energy drink cuncoshin but it was good. then she was sittin on my leg and stealin my candy canes but i think she still likes me but its hard to tell, since she has a bf and all. well im goin back to youtube to watch the the music video forever by papa roach. god i love that song. cya

now i no wut jordan thinks of me and none of u will no cuz this the last journal any1 will read cuz im hidin it so haha but if u must no she asked me back out on thursday this week well im hidin the journal for now on so bye

i was playin i hate everthing about u on my guitar on full blast last nite and my amp started to spark and all of a sudden it just like sparked and was so freakin fried win i looked in it but before that my friend's bass guitar strings snapped in half thats rite all 4 strings and then 1 of my other friends drum set heads broke at the part win he slams his stiks on the drum before the chorus and my friend was playin so freakin loud well im gettin on rs cya

they never show anything good on tv anymore like ed edd and eddy that was freakin awesome but theres other things on my mind like this bet me and my friend made if i dont talk like a perve or cuss for the rest of the skool year i get a fuckin dollar just 1 dollar u may think its a rip off but i dont get money so a dollar to me is like 10 dollars to a rich kid im gettin back on runescape bye

my dad almost band me from 3 days grace (my fav band in the world) so im mad bout that then at skool we had to watch a gross movie bout sex transmidited desesise like hpv and herpys so im grossed out bout that and i g2g c yall l8er ill be on runescape my account is seeker3456

good news im not movin bad news my parents r still gettin a divorce but last nite i was on youtube and i was watchin shoes by kelly omg that was the funniest thing besides hey i like ur hair and gayest thing i have ever seen i mean come on wut guy in there rite mind wud dress up as a girl and go round sayin "shoes" well ill get on later rite now im gettin on rs c ya all

god i dont no wut to do my parents r bout to get a divorce and i have no say to who i stay with my dad wants me to live with him but he abuses me and makes me do all his work but he has all the money and them theres kiri who is bein annoyed by all these ppl and she just wants to kill herself but she like my sister and i dont let my sisters dy then theres jordan the girl that i liked but now im to busy to care but i still talk to her sometimes today we had a borin assimbly and she was leanin back on my knees while i held her up i she wud tilt her head back and we wud look into each others eyes she has the most gorgeous eyes but i dont tell any1 this but i just dont like to keep stuff in my mind without tellin or writin (in this case typin it) but shes so skinny but i understand y she is but im not sayin so haha anyways and then we went to lunch she had no money in her account so i had like $2 with me then i thot i cud give her a dollar so she wudnt starve i didnt mind it was my lunch money but i dont eat lunch cuz i never eat at skool i hate there food and then if i bring a lunch ppl try to steal good stuff like my beef jerky but she was so thankful but i still dont no it i still like her or not i g2g i wud type more but i g2g bye

my best friend thats a girl is kiri494 or taylor she is the only girl that will talk to me since the break-up

i am so bored my comp. is fuckin slow and none of my friends read my journal which is good cuz jordan and trey may hate me i just cant look jordan in the eye with out feelin wierd so thats y i dont hang out with out with her anymore but im still friends with taylor