#10 Well....I didn't go to homecoming. I went to the football game, though. We won. 48 to 0. It was really fun. I wish I could have gone to homecoming, but my parents wouldn't let me. Only because I didn't have a dress. Pffft! Well, things WERE fine until today. Today was a HORRIBLE day. My grandpa is the one who wakes me up every morning. Alarms don't wake me. But today he got up an HOUR late, and I only had 5 minutes to get ready, leave, and be AT skew. I made it, though. When I did get to skew, I hung out with Shane for the FEW minutes before class. In those few minutes, I noticed how freaking gorgeous his eyes are. The most beautiful, perfect shade of green I've ever seen. Except for that one white, fluffy kitty on the Fancy Feast cat food commercials. Have you seen that cat's eyes? I mean HOLY SNICKERDOODLES, right? But those breif minutes before Art Survey were the last thing good about today. Me and Shane aren't talking. He keeps making promises that he can't keep, and I'm really getting sick of it. And today he told one of my best friends that he doesn't care if my feelings get hurt, or if he's the one that causes it. He promised me that he'd do something (for two days, by the way) in his ROTC class today, and he completley avoided doing it, told my friend he didn't care if it hurt my feelings, and then beat her with a freaking COAT HANGER! And people are telling me to dump him. All I even thought of even threatening to do was tell Shane I don't want to go to the dance with him (that's tomorrow, fyi), which Tiffany told me not to do, because it would hurt his feelings so bad, I will regret it. But Paige is practially BEGGING me to dump him. She hates him, of course. And my parents asked me what was wrong about 8 times after skew today, and eventually, I told them, and they also think I should break up with him. but I REALLY don't want to. I do love him, but he pisses me off sometimes to the point I want to let Paige scrape his eyes with a potato peeler. Which she wants to do oh-so-very badly. He doesn't want to say he's sorry. I don't even think he realizes that I'm upset, that bastard. And I think.....it's all because I didn't wear my Clandestine necklace. I accidently left it on my table! I only took it off 'cause it gets caught in my hair, and now it caused this. Well, I HAVE to wear it now! There's a dance tomorrow night. The ROTC Halloween dance. Me and Shane are suppose to be going together, but I don't know if we are anymore. I still really want to go, but I don't know if he even wants to take me after all of this. And when it all goes to hell, will you be able to tell me you're sorry with a straight face? xx

#9 Wow. Today has been pretty weird. Or weird to me, anyway. This morning I made up my mind that I was NOT going to homecomnig. Then Shane asked me to go with him. And how could I say no? Now, I'm going, and I don't have a dress. Even if I did have a dress, I wouldn't wear it. So, I'm wearing jeans, converse, and a black band shirt like I usually do. *sigh* Tonight is like...the biggest football game of the year. And Shane is ALSO taking me to that. Which I'm excited about. Me. With the least school spirit of anyone I know, is excited about a football game. I'm so effing...I don't even know. There's a pep rally in 25 minutes. And I'm also kind of excited about that. I'm still in 7th period. We are watching a movie. But I have not payed any attention to it, and I don't know what it is about. I'm going to go. Gonna play the game on Microtype until I throw up. xx

#8 And again....I am in 7th period. We have a sub, and no work to do. I finished my quarter final, which my teacher calls the quarter "celebration," so I have no work to do. 41 minutes left until study hall, and I'm so bored, I think I might cry. Yesterday I was so mad at Shane...damn, all I could think about all day was stabing him in the tit. He kept promising to come help me with my homework in the library before school, but he didn't come to school for two days. But he said he was sorry and realized what a dick he was being, so I forgave him. This week has gone by so fast! I've had 2 math tests (and I'm sure I've failed both), and I'm having a science test on Tuesday. The quarter ends tomorrow, and grades have to be in. I know I haven't done enough to raise my pethetic math grade, and no where CLOSE to having a science grade worth showing my parents. I'm scared of what's gonna happen when they see. Well, I am going to go. Nothing else to say, and no use staying on here for the remaining 38 minutes of business class. xx

#7 I'm still in 7th period. And I have no work to do, so I thought I'd update. I'm very bored, and I probably won't be able to see Shane all weekend. Which might kill me. Paige finally got her phone. Took all summer, and probably 706 promies from her stupid mom, but she got it. A dark grey Razr. It's pretty. Got My Chemical Romance wallpaper, and My Chemical Romance ringtone (Disenchanted). Now all she needs is her lip pierced and she'll be the complete Paige. I don't have anything else to say, so I guess this is farewell. xx

#6 Today has been ok so far. I'm still in 7th period, but for the most part, I'd say today has been pretty good. In art, I finished (mostly) my project. It's a little box covered in foil. Oh yeah. in Journalism....I HAVE HOMEWORK! I just realized! I should do that! It's kinda hard! In Gym we practiced serving the ball in volleyball. I got it over the net 3 times. That's good for someone who sucks at volleyball in such a sad way. In Algebra we did an assignment. One that is actually pretty easy! I had to ask Shane for help...3 times, but that's ok! In Communication Arts we did 2 tests on nouns. Nouns are so easy, why do we have to review them AGAIN? Jesus! In Science we had a test (and I actually knew most of the answers. Actually...I knew all of the answers O_O) and did a notebook check. I got a 22 out of 50 on that stupid notebook. I should have done it better. Or done it at all before it was...2 minutes 'til due. >_< I'm such a fuck up. And I'm in Business now. It's a free day. Nothing to do. No work to make up. And incredibly bored. I wish class would be over so I could talk to Shane. I've missed him all day. But there is still 43 minutes left of class. *sigh* Well, I suppose I will go do something else. It isn't like my day has been exciting or anything. I don't have anything to say. I want some Taco Bell. xx

#5 Today went by fast. And my date was more fantastic than I could have ever thought. That's all I have to say about it. ^_^ I'm so upset with myself, I kinda feel like putting a gun to my head and going *BANG* But, I won't do that. xx

#4 I'm still at skooh, so I can't FULLY tell you what a fantastic day I've had, but I can tell you so far. Because it's been FABULOUS. I did get up at 2:30am, feeling very sick, but I got over it, and went back to sleep. After that I got to sleep in just a bit, got dressed, and my makeup put on just in in time, and had a strawberry yogurt for breakfast. I went to school, and had a little granola bar (in front of Shane, because he thinks I'm annorexic, and wants to make sure that I'm eating), and went to first period. We had a test, and it was very easy. I'm pretty sure I passed. In 2nd hour, I was very bored, but got through that. And in 3rd period, Gym, all I had to do was play with a volleyball all hour. No dodgeball! In 4th hour I had my Algebra test, which was a lot easier than I thought. And I got to see Shane. In 5th period, I had a test, which was also very easy. And I'll bet you money I got a 100% on it. In 6th period I had a lab test, which was....eh...sorta easy. But I got to talk all hour after that, so that's good. And I'm in 7th period now. Suppose to be doin' my assignment. Well...doing it at the same time as this. I have to go home, eat a little something, take a shower, get dressed, brush meh teeth, and then I will be ready to go to the movies with Shane. I'm so excited, you don't even know! I made out with Destinie, Shane, and Paige this morning. Actually, we all shared each other's gum. It's pretty much the same. It made me laugh. 'Cause we all traded with each other like 8 differet times. I gotta go do my assignment. I would love not to fail this class. It's pretty much the only one I'm really doing good in. xx

#3 Wow, today was one of the unluckiest days I've had in a long time. It wasn't a BAD day, but it was pretty unlucky. This morning, I woke up a half an hour late, and had to pee so bad, I had a pretty hard time sitting up. When I went to go get dressed, I realized I had NO clothes left to wear. I thought I had my Panic! at the Disco shirt left, but I couldn't find it ANYWHERE. I went to my other room, and looked through my closet for something, or for the P!ATD shirt, in case it was in there, but it wasn't. And the closet door shook my little desk, and knocked over this pot--I DON'T KNOW HOW IT GOT THERE-- and broke it. Then I was going through my CLEAN laundry basket, and found my shirt all the way at the bottom, under an endless mountain of socks. I put it on, and saw that I had...5 minutes to put on my makeup. Which I did pretty well, but I was 2 seconds from brushing my teeth when Paige called. I brushed them anyway. And then went into the kitchen. I didn't have any of my strawberry yogurt left to eat for breakfast. So I didn't eat anything at all. Because blackberry yogurt is NOT an option. I was half way to school when I saw that it got UBER foggy, and I was freezing. The grass I had to walk through looked like it hadn't been mowed in 8 years, and had about 6 gallons of dew on it. So, my pants got wet. I went inside, and to my locker, and gave Shane a hug and a kiss, but then my 1st hour teacher came and yelled at us for it. Then I was walking around with Paige, Destinie and Shane, and when Shane left, Paige's sister walked by. Paige felt the need to run up to her and go, "Big SISSA! I LOVE YOU!" and her sister dug her nails into her skin. We went in the completely wrong direction, because of Paige and her stupid sister, and I was late to my first period. >_< Everything was fine until Algebra, and I found out that we have a test tomorrow. I suck at math, so that's not good. Then in sixth hour, I gave Josh my last piece of gum of my 1st pack (I had two), and he, Tim, and Victora all wanted a piece. I went to get my 2nd pack, and it was gone. I COULDN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE!! So, I assume someone stole it. (You know who you are.). Everything else is fine, 'cept there is a hole in my juice box >_< Argh! Tomorrow I go to the movies with Shane! Ohemgee, I'm excited! ^_^ Ugh, I feel like crap. I have a headache. And I wish that it would go away! >_< xx

#2 Today has been a pretty bad day. Paige seemed really sad this morning. And in Journalism, she told me that her mom gave Dooke away to the Humane Society this morning. That sucks. She'll never be able to see her again. And that makes me sad, 'cause Paige

#1 Hrm. In Journalism, today we had to write down lyrics to a song that has had an impact on us, and tell what the song means. I chose "My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon" by Fall Out Boy. I wrote "Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears. Rather ones that just don't care, 'cause I know that you're in between arms somewhere. Next to heartbeats where you shouldn't dare sleep. Now, I'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me. Take your taste back. Peel back your skin. And try to forget how it feels inside. You should try saying "no" once in a while." She read it out loud. *sigh* I love that song. It's such an awesome, angry acoustic song. Nothin' better than that. Wow, I am so bored right now. And kinda excited ^_^ I'm goin' to the movies on Friday with Shane. Horray. And Paige is FINALLY coming over this weekend. She hasn't been over in an uber long time. *listens to Love In Cold Blood* I need some more iTunes money. Ommfg, I am so bored, you don't even know. I need to do something else to occupy myself for the time being. xx