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    by newmoney on September 30, 2008
    figgety you always cease to suprise you always let me down dont you see it in my eyes ive been dreaming youd hold me tight ever since you walked me home and said goodnight i just want you and no one else i love you more than i wish i could love someone else i tried so hard even changed who i was thats what a person whos crushed does do you still even really care thought i saw it in your eyes once i wanted you to want me too i did everything i could possibly do but no matter what im still in love with you
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  • September 30, 2008

    by newmoney on September 30, 2008
    dirty diamonds !tropical fiesta! FIESTAz! dolphin! unicorn! lion! unicorn liger and chimpanzee ULC
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  • dirty diamonds.

    by newmoney on September 30, 2008
    your the one i dream about and want to hold tight/ your the one i want to fuck in a bathroom stall night after night/ cook you a pasta dinner rip off your clothes/ working for minimum wage whatever you want to do i just want to be with you/ everything you say sticks to my brain like glue/ look into my eyes and tell me its me cause i'd sacrifice everything tonight/ we'd buy a little home honeymoon in italy rome/ 2 crazy kids with a.d.d. baby it'll always be you and me
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  • September 30, 2008

    by newmoney on September 30, 2008
    im lieing more and more these days sneaking away on trains back late in the night i tell you im seeing a film come home groggy and tired make up the plot of a film i didnt see say it was bad and to not even bother i get a phone call she found the receit 20 dollar t- shirt and can of coke i know what you did last friday dont try to lie she closes her eyes and doesnt bother to create another fib rolls over on her side we've been caught our friday nights will be dampened bye bye late night meals wicker park and train rides our escape at the end of the day killed by your inability to destroy receits you dont smoke no i dont you dont drink never you dont lie me? of course not. your so good i never have to worry we used to be so bad back in the day oh really?
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  • September 30, 2008

    by newmoney on September 30, 2008
    i think i see it in you eyes the way you stare i cant tell if your a queer by whats in your ear come to the concert lets just go i have to say no no no you've got a girl that loves you so youve got wonderlust its in your touch i like how im alive when im with you i dont know what to think when you look back at me deep into my eyes what are you trying to say sending me mind messages i cant interpret she loves you so much she tells me everyday when she says your name she says everything reminds her of you so why you looking around im not for you i dont have what you want you'd get sick of me after a month my humor will only take you so far she loves you loves you so much i dont love you like that im just messing around your just my friend and i must admit i like the rush i get when i push back she doesnt know lets not tell this wont go anywhere come here come here i dont love you but the attention feels so good xxxx xxx xx x
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  • September 26, 2008

    by newmoney on September 26, 2008
    i sleep it clears my mind stops the think i dont want to think of you but its all my mind wants to do every hour you cross my mind i want you so bad it hurts inside when i turned 16 i wished for you on my birthday wish a pink candle graced my cake i wished to be with you i care for you so much why cant you see and ask me out im too scared to make a sound so i go day after day without your love
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  • September 26, 2008

    by newmoney on September 26, 2008
    i see you and i freak my heart skips a beat i lay on my bed and dream of you your all i think about everyday i wonder if you feel the same way it must be clear how i feel but you spin me around day after day its been a year i finally feel im over you as im going to class i see you walking down the hall oh whos that your with your holding hands i feel sick i go home and drink and drink think about what this means i come to the conclusion i dont care it just hurts to see whats real
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  • September 26, 2008

    by newmoney on September 26, 2008
    im not certain how you feel the two of you are so in love but you still look at me when you think i cant tell your eyes are like magnets to my face you've been caught by my friends a number of times you touched my legs under the table what do you want me to think i wonder what she'd do if she knew your with her and thats for sure but i want to know how you feel just so we're clear im never been in love with you just the attention you disperse to me so oftenly i never led you on you just never did enough for me to tell you off
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  • September 26, 2008

    by newmoney on September 26, 2008
    we sit in the dark bodies pulled apart i stare at the skin on your arm and watch as your blue earing sparkles in the dim light the movie plays and i cant focus the freckles on you arm capture my attention and im not even attracted to you i have no one i never do
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  • yayayay

    by newmoney on September 05, 2008
    you think your so cool walking all around school hoddie up ipod blasting indie kid shit im so sick of this but im just bitter cause i tried to be nice and all you did was kung fu kick me in the face you look so stupid trying so hard
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