YAY!!! I'M SINGLE!! WOO! I hate having a boyfriend. I'm too much of a whore.

Wanted: Perfect boy. Requirements: Taller than 5' 9" Shorter than 6' 2" Weighs more than 130 Weighs less than 150 Nice Not too nice Compliments me Not regularly Kind of a bad boy Intelligent Laid back yet put together style Not into anything serious Can talk about his feelings Laid back just whatever attitude Must get along with my friends Must not flirt with tons of other girls Must be funny Smart sense of humor not perverted Loving Caring Skater/Emo/Scene hair Gives good hugs Doesn't care that I don't like to kiss Doesn't talk all the time Won't text me all the time Calls more than he texts Can just sit and talk instead of fooling around. Are my expectations too high? Or does this guy really exist?

holy shit. this was like scary accurate. Your Existing Situation Feels obstructed in her desires and prevented from obtaining the things she regards as essential. Your Stress Sources Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality. Your Restrained Characteristics The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are. Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment. Willing to become emotionally involved as she feels rater isolated and alone. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense, though she tries to avoid open conflict. Your Desired Objective Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging. Your Actual Problem Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem. www.colorquiz.com/

So you know that boy I told you about? He sucks. I started going out with him the day after the dance, December 1. I loved it until about three days ago. He was amazing. He was nice, he complimented me, and had a great sense of humor. But a couple days ago he took a joke about me too far. It was a perverted boy joke. And it was about me. He doesn't even realize I'm mad at him. Ugh. I just want to throw something at him. Anyways.... I've been talking to my ex-boyfriend more lately. His name is Andrew. I went out with him last year for a month and then we tried it again five months ago and it lasted about two weeks. it doesn't sound very important but it was. He's honestly the most amazing boy ever. He's really sweet and sensitive. And really cute. I love that boy to death. I'm really happy we're talking again. Because he hated my guts for like ever. And I hated myself too. Finals this week. Wish me luck.

I've just realized how happy I've been lately. This time last year, I had three real friends. And I was self-destructive and very depressed. I've come a long way, and it feels good. Right now, I have tons of friends. I love life, myself, my friends, and family (most of it anyway.) My best friend Gabby has been there through it all. The ups, downs, twists, and turns. She's kept me up all the way. So, this is my secret thank you to her. Do you ever feel like you love someone too much? That you can't tell them for fear that they think you're crazy? Yeah, well.. That's how I feel about Gabby. WYYRD GIRL AND BOY STEALER FOREVER. yeah, we're that cool. (: I LOVE LIFE! C:

So there's this boy... and he's pretty cute. and he said he liked me and all. and he knows i like him.. so why won't he just ask me out already? grr. ): the anticipation is killing me. the winter dance is November 30th and i really want to go with him. oh please, please, please just ask me out already. (: you people don't even know. he's the most adorable thing you've ever seen. he has the cutest curly hair. and can play drums. (: ahh. i'm not describing him right. he's just too amazing to put into words. he's the sweetest boy i've ever met. (:

So.. This is my first entry......... My name is Paige. That's about it. lol. :D