What took you so long? If you thought that was long, you have no idea what you're in for. I want my own Chuck. How unhealthy is that?! A manipulative, testosterone filled, dirty, sex-craved man. That's what I want? I must be insane. But that low, raspy, barely audible voice. The way he uses his eyes, as if he's, and probably is, undressing you with every word. Who could resist? Well, a lot i'm sure. But I just can't help but wish I was Blair. Maybe it's because I'm extremely shy and introverted and I need someone to balance that out. I don't know but television, and books, and music just seem so more appealing that reality right now. And to everyone that feels like they love their life and can't imagine it any other way? Wish some of that upon me. I'm dying here just looking for that natural high that never stops. For those of you who haven't caught on? Chuck Bass, Gossip Girl. Forget Dan. Forget Nate. Forget them all. I want Chuck. Now. peaceloveLOSE

Bella and Edward's Continuing Infinite Playlist... The Under Ground by the Working Title When It Rains by Paramore Love Story by Taylor Swift Time Is Running Out by Muse Yeah Boy and Doll Face by Pierce the Veil Everything I Ask For by The Maine Hope Dies Last by Holiday Parade more to come :]

Just saw Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist with B. :D It was fun because 1. it was just us 2. we went out to eat 3. her mom won us the tickets off of a radio station 4. that radio station happened to be a radio station in the movie...? Anyways, the movie wasn't great but it definitely wasn't bad! Very cute and awkward; kind of my thing. I don't know, it was just a really chill night. I realized that I am socially awkward, yeah. And, on top of that (these two might be directly related, not sure) I get kind of anxious in large social situations. Which brings me to my next point, my and B skipped the football game tonight just to hang out with each other becauseeeeeeee I didn't want to deal with all those lame people from my school which i despise right now. I need a change of scene. So, It's a Friday night, I'm home by 10 and I have nothing to do. Lame. My plan is to continue reading New Moon (I am currently still addicted (more than ever I might add) to the Twilight series. As of now, it's about 48 days until the movie comes out!) I know, I have no life. It will happen. Sometime, I'm sure. I hope. peaceloveLETSDANCEDOUCHEBAG