wow i haven't written in a long time. i dont know if theres a reason, maybe i just felt intimidated? i dont know. but i do know that i have grown a lot in the last four or so months. for instance, the guy i thought i liked is a total jerk. anyways life right now. i cant complain. i love my friends. i have healthy relationships with all of them for what feels like the first time. i feel more confident in myself. life is just better. today was my first day back from break. and it wasnt as bad as i expected it to be. only ten more weeks left of school. it flew by! a little stressd though about my grades. the quarter ends next week sometime and i just am nervous about bringing them up. that is so like me. this weekend will be fun. so undecided about what i should do though...i just feel so shady all of the time now. but isn't that was being young is all about? lying to get your way? i dont know... music completes me and im in LOVE LOVE LOVE with we the kings, every avenue, the audition, and november blessing right now. so check them out if you haven't already ;]. peaceloveALLTIMELOW (yeaaaaaaa im going!!! finally)