E is a hell of a drug wow R.

there is absolutely nothing. nobody is anything. nobody listens to anybody anywhere, ever. i liked reading Passer-bye's journal. R.

and we're back to where we started. what do you do when your boyfriend comes up and tells you he's gay? i mean, i'm not angry, it's who he is. but i really wish he could have..y'know...let me know before he said 'i love you'. i really, really do. i feel like a royal idiot. R.

happy st paddy's day! i'm major irish, i'm going to be partying it up all night. i'm excited. i got a job, you guys! i'm going somewhere with my life. finally. R.

never in my life have i been happier than i am at this point. it's a momentous occasion, my friends. i find it incredible that i feel like i'm finally good enough. i never, ever thought i would feel like this. things are finally starting to look up. R.

happy late v-day, my friends. i was only single for half of it. it was a good day. how was yours? R.

of course not. you're not allowed to cry. people expect too much of you. they think you're indestructable, the perfect person. they think you have no reason. i learned that the hard way. R.

Merry New Year. Hope all your holidays went well. Back to school on Monday. Hip hip hooray. Tonight was a disaster R.

fuck you. R.

i can't stand to watch crying people emotion is contagious the hurt in your eyes tells me that you're not strong enough R.