well today i kinda have like a free day ...and im going to leave this place at like 3 to go to the weight room to work out ....need to think if i have any homework ...or if i need to study ....i need to get good ....great grades this semester ....and all of my teachers have noticed it,... i need to get a 80 in both phisics and spanish which i hate ...i passed alberga 2 and us history ....which makes me happy well i need to get my credit from those to classes i need to petishion .....well im going to play some games ...will write later

god i have alot of homework to do im so far behind and i just want it to be the weekend really bad ...:(

This sucks im sick and i feel horrible but i really want to work out and i have to take the TAKS test tomorrow and i have alot of homework to do ...well for phyics and spanish ...sucks math i just need to catch up ...its really dumb i missed a quiz and homework and she added those to my progress report and i have zeros and i need to make them up....really sucks so now im failing and i need to bring up all my grades and i really need to bring up spanish or im not going to pass that class. i cant wait to go to the pool i get to see my baby and i get to work out :) of course i love to see my baby more ....i probaly shouldnt work out but i like to be in the water i want to go and pick up the camera and work on tecnhinqe ...it felt better at austin,...idk well im going to watch a movie

So i should be taking notes my freakin car got broken into this saturday, and my ipod radio and my freaking adper for my ipod got stolen, they broke my passager window and i had to take my gf home with my car covered in glass and it being really cold outside ...i felt so bad ....hum...well sunday i had to even get to work with my dad ...it wasnt for a long time but it sure felt like it....but when i took a shower to get cleaned up later that day it made up for it ....cause my awesome girlfriend took a shower with me ...:D dang that was great hum...then i went to a suriprise party for one of my friends and it was fun ....bad things are happening to my friends and even me and everybody ..? dont know why ...2 of sarahs family members died and bens grandpa got mugged and stabbed and died later that day ( sunday) what the heck is going on ...im glad my problem wasnt that bad ...well im going to be off thursay ...going to austin for state in swimming ...i need to go pretty fast to get my name on the board ...what next ...im just going to be working on relays today at hat maybe some fly ....depends ....well my day today has been ok...really boring ...1st period went over something really easy like 2y + 2x + z = 5 ...i thought it was easy so i was like dazing off trying to find out harder problems lol like 12z + 3y + 4x=42 6z + and so on im going to be either alseep or do my work right now ....maybe a sleep im tired

My, my, my music hits me so hard Makes me say "Oh my Lord" Thank you for blessing me With a mind to rhyme and two hype feet lol i like this song ....hum....boring day so far im going to have to swim for like an hour and then spend some time with my awesome baby ...then go to state the next week l;kasdjfl;asdjf really neverous about it ....humm...my day so far has been ok boring really 1st took a test and it sucked i mean i like math but i didnt study for the damn test and i should have i know i passed it casue i love math but i could have gotten a better grade on it ....then i went to spanish and to my surpirse we didnt go over spanish we watched a movie about the incas which was awesome becasue it was in english :) then lunch ...2 pizzas and a chicken burger ...and water ...then i went to pysics and read my book the whole class period and im planing to do the work this weekend lol :D then i took a test in history and we were done 4 the day really boring but were watching a movie ....and i want to look up some lyics ....so i'll write later

well, i came home at 630. my mom was like. wow your home a hour and a half early. i ignored her and went to drop my stuff in my room. i came back to the kitchen. and my dad was all trying to kiss ass. he was like.. i tried. i looked at him and i was like shut the heck up, u didnt help me one bit. this morning u said u would ask her if i could go to chilis, and when i remeinded u , u yelled at me. and said u didnt want me going with jace cause he didnt talk to u at districts. and then when i tried to call home to ask for more time, you wouldnt even let me talk tou .u gave the phone right to mom. you wouldnt even listen to me. so dont even try to tell me that u helped me cause u didnt. ... then i went and made ramon noodles with a piece f toast and cheese. it sucked. but i promised jace that i would eat something. grrr. lol. my mom is being such a FUCKING BITCH. ..... AGHHGHGHGHGHGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!. and then she was like. ... god, she has an attitude.... .. NO,, YOU WONDER WHY????.... i dont even want to see my mom at regionals tomorrow. its going to be great. im going to talk to my grandparents. but ignore her. u know how u said i can never hold a grudge. well guess what. i can. hum, coach is picking me up in the morning cause i dont want my mom to take me. goodness im going to look up different medical jobs. that way i can get something that makes a lot of money so jace can brag about me once again and not be disapointed in me. god he made me feel like shit. its not how much money u make, its your job, its something that you want to wake up to everymorning. so i dunno. whatever. illl still look. hey, and this summer if he wants to. we can take anatomy &physiology together over summer. i just dont know when he is oging to his swim camp. :( im going to miss my babycakes while he is gone. but he will be super fast (maybe have abbs.) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. jk. i love him the way he is, i really do. he is so sexy. he has no idea how much i love him. im pretty sure i cant go anywhere sunday. cause ill be doing hw. and he sounded like he really wanted to go with the guys and burn tires. lol. i just want the best for him. well im going to search the web and just.. i dunno. maybe my babe will get on. hum. i hope so. oh, i forgot to write about my day today. ewww.we did rectal temperatures today. i got to practice and the whole class watched me. of course we used a dummy. but it was weird. i had watched three other girls do it and i knew everything step by step. but right when i got on the gloves, i totally went blank. i ws like aww crap. hum, then in physics we did a lab using a ramp and some little metal car. so for homework i have to do a lab report, a worksheet, and then all this medical stuff. so yeah. i duno. hum.. laterz

dang this sucks i have alot of homeowork and im going to do it today :( i dont want to but i really have to and im going to try my best and if my awesome girlfriend lends me her spanish /enligsh dicroty thing ...i will do my spanish ....hum....regoinals will be fun im hoping i will go fast ...well im going to start on something math ....EZ :D

just listening to this song its pretty good ....im trying to find new things to listen to ...everything else is getting old so ...i need to find something new ....it sounds so much like nickleback but i guess its sadder :( i dont know ? hum...oh dang im so exicted i got in my swim camp :D god i was so happy when i saw the letter ...yes we have you in are camp for the 2nd session i was like heck yeah i get to get faster...im going to get fast ....real fast and its going to be great when i can finally get alot of medals like Nash,....i wish i could get as many medals as her ...every meet ...i mean shes great ...Perfect ...4 me and just me ....shes smart ...sweet ...strong ...and is great at everything she does and i really love that about her!!!! hum... so how was my day today ....???? 1st period i felt so smart lol i love that class ...and the teacher is nice so im not worried about the class...she just really talks all period ...oh and i have homework in that class today ....hum...2nd i have homework ....well really make up work i freaking hate spainsh i try and i cant get it ....i didnt want to do anything in that class today but i still got my book out and took notes because i want to prove to her that i can at least try to do my work ....i need to learn it ...3rd hum...i listened to my ipod the whole class period and i have homework on that to ...really sucks but its not due till like the end of the week but still sucks cause i have this other worksheet that im not done with due tomorrow lol ...hum and now 4th period my favroite ...with a 98 in the class ....top 1 lol im so dumb lol hum...im really going to try and work hard today at swim pracitce ...6 to 8 75s flys and like make them sprints....my 1st 50 at the meet was a 29 not my best and im going to have to beat it and i will do better ....i so wanted john to get knocked out of regioals lol that would have been great ....:D im hungery and im gonna get alot of food after practice and then do crunches for Nash ...lol not really...... for myself im going to get ripped this summer ...even abs and it will be fun next year ...:D

tomorrow is districts. im so nervous. today in medical class we had to make beds by our selves. my god its so hard. im going to teat my bed appart this weekend and practice. we are testing on it on monday. its scary. i know i dont want to be a CNA for long. i dont want to be making beds and wiping old peoples asses for the rest of my life. thats for sure. harsh sounding, yes i know. but its the truth. hum, Carlos told me that john.. the asian told JJ to just kiss me. then carlos askedme what i would do if JJ did that. i was like either rack him or punch him in the face. hahaha, he just turned around and got quiet. and during lunch i asked John why he keeps telling JJ this stuff. im not interested and i dont care about JJ. but john swears he didnt tell Carlos anything like that. i was like,,, hum... oh, and the swimmers all got garters (mums like for homecoming) and we wore them. it was cool. we all felt special. :) hum, and in physics class. since im a nerd and a loner. i had done a vector lab all by myself (i do everything in tat class by myself) all the people in there are jocks and preps and the people i know are moochers. so im like .. go away, i work better by myself. i finished it yesterday. so i had today to work on my medical homework and listen to music. i got my test back in physics and i got a 90. this jock got a 95 and i was like what the fuck . how can someone who doesnt pay attention in class get a higher grade than me. turns out that they had all cheated off eachother in the back. and of course, me i have to go and ask the teacher how i got a 90. turns out that he forgot to give me credit for two problems. my true grade was a 97.. whoohoo im doing really good in that class. hum, lets see. i didnt have pasta tonight. but i had mashed potatoes. which is really good with carbs, just like pasta, and i had peas.. yum:) and meatloaf. it was actually really yummy. well, i just went with my mom to the corner store . i drove cause she had a few drinks. my dad did too. you could tell on my dad, but not my mom. and we saw a pure bred german shephard. it looked just like the one my neighbor has. so of course we have to stop and try to call it. it came to me and i petted it, but then my mom was like, put up the seat and see if it will come in, i did and it ran away. i was like,, fine doggy. i dont want u anyway. i dunno. and then we got home and called the neighbor and asked him if his doggy was missing , just to make sure. cause like yeah. and my mom keeps saying how she is going to look for a car for me to drive. cause my plan is great. my mom was burdened so much last summer cause of swimming and college. well, my plan ,, swimming, from 7-9 then maybe weights. i dunno. and if not then a class from 10-12 and then eat lunch and then another one in the afternoon. im going to take 4 classes over summer. at least try too. its going to be really hard. cause i need to take government, economics, art history, and english 4. those are all the possible college credit courses . and i want to take them . that way. my senior year, the only classes i have left to take is pre-calculus. im going to test out of BCIS over summer. and do that credit by exam stuff. that way. my senior year ill still be in highschool, but i will be able to leave campus to take college classes like a real college student. i want to take the surgical tech class. that sounds awesome. oh, and i have almost taken all of the medical classes possible at the highschool . the only other ones are anatomy and physiology, and someother one. like pshyiology,,, some class dealing with the mind. i dunno. its weird. but if i do that then i can be a texas scholar with ap placement and distinguished. thats as high as u can graduate besides being like valevictorian. but i cant be that because taking the college classes messes up your GPA. wow. i have wrote a lot of stuff. sorry. hahahahahaha, mines the longest. hahahahahahah. in ur face. lol. 0:) ill call u later babe

lol i tryed something new today and ...everyone liked it even the girl that hates me the most said " i got to give you your props 4 that cause it looks good on you" i didnt spike my hair today i mohawked it and i think it looks good and so did everybody else im guessing i had some guys tell me hey cool mohawk looks good and juliet said that i should keep it like this casue its better so i was like hey i'll keep it like this ...i wanted to try something new and i did ... i wonder if my baby will get mad casue i kinda want to wear it like this to the dance ...? hum...my day so far was pretty tiring and i havent liked it at all ...1st was ok pretty good the teacher was impressed by how much i knew ...and she said i will do good in the class....2nd period was the worst ...i was talking to the teacher being all dumb and she was like ahhhggg jc you never try in this class and your going to fail along with other things ...and that just hit me really hard cause compared to my last spainsh class i was trying i was actually trying to do my work i always have a spanish elnglish dictory with me...i know i could try harder, i slack off but still i try more then i have before i was really upset so i didnt do anything if she said i dont try i was going to show her what it would be if i didnt try ...i slept in class and when she would call on me i wouldnt say anything and alot of that and everyone in the class new what happened cause im usually exicted in 2nd period and im usually the guy that makes everyone laugh and not today ...the whole class was quite and after class everyone was hey whats wrong your not your self and i kinda blew them off ...i'll say sorry later but i was mad ...:( then 3rd period came along and it was ok i actually did all my work that i needed to,...to catch up ...4 yesterday and i got 3 100s in hw and a 52 on a quiz ...and the teacher is awesome he said if i see that your trying and your in class everyday you wont fail this class...he said " i can understand some 50s and 60s on your quizes but not 8s and 12s (which we had some in are class) if you get 8s and 12s your not trying ...if i see all your homework done and your quizes arent so good liek you get an 80 here and a 50 there you will past casue your trying ..." that made me feel better cause its an awesome class and i do try there and it kinda made me madder at my second period class ...but oh well now 4 this class of course ..were watching a movie and i dont want to watch it so im writing :D hum...after this im going to go to HAT and swim cause i want to work on my backstroke and do some starts and turns and not do over 1500 yrds ...im going to kinda taper for Distrists (not really) Regioals is what i really want to do good in... hum...im going to be so tired after Distrists though lol and the north dance is that same day and i think its going to be fun...i cant wait to go ...i know my baby is going to look so beautiful ....well im going to check up some lyrics and maybe watch some of the Pariot ( cant spell ) :(