i know what ur thinking... creepy. but no, im watching Greys Anatomy so like it kinda fits the mood without being all ugghh. How come my b/f doesnt ask me for gas money?? huh? what.. were not married yet... theres no law that makes couples share money if there not married. i just wish my babe wasnt so stubborn when it came to that. and what the heck. you havent told me about your muscles, bones and ur stretching. doghouse. . that screams doghouse. lol. but i love him. this is a pretty cool journal. i have never heard of anything like this . like on a site like this. i dunno. and omg. do u know what sounds so good right now??? i wish i could be laying down with my babe. im so tired. it sounds so awesome. im tired!!! my day was boring. i got out of my taks test. then i went to my nursing class and we learned how to make beds the right way and how to make them when a person is laying in it. it is really like in depth. there are so many little errors and a million things you can do wrong when making a bed. my gosh its crazy. hum, lunch was ok. oh, and physics i have gotten three of my papers back and all were 100's oh yeah. go me. and i just did a lab on adding vectors. god, it was complicated, and i had to do a lab report. but i did it. i have been thinking. i kinda want to get into the surgical tech. end of medical stuff. like i dunno. haha, the whole pediatrician stuff. i dunno anymore. cause my babe and i will have plenty of kids. and surgery would be cool . and working in the emergency room. i would see new stuff everyday. like something different. i dunno. im weird. .... :) well, im gonna call my babe. goodnight.

im so tired,...when Nash called to wake me up i didnt want ot get out of bed so she called me at 7 ..god i love her ...but i am tired i think im getting back to my normal speed thats good but now i just got to get faster ....im not going to let john beat me im going to beat him bad ..i need to ...im going to ...argg :( im getting sore so i need to lay off like hard workouts ...when i strench in the morning all my bones in my shouders pop and its really bad i should strench before i go to bed that would be better... so my day so far ...boring new 1st period its ok teacher seems nice, really cool i think i will do good ...oh dang i just remembered its thursday :D its smallville supernatural day my favroite day :) but i have alot of spanish homework ...i hate spanish...i was liertally playing video games in her class cause she had to leave and pick up her daughter from school ...so i was playing super smash bros on the guys computer next to me ... heck yea ..use to be at that game ...not on the computer though...3rd period i was reading a book freakin crazy book i got like half way on it and it was thick so idk ...i liked it ...it was funny slash everything ...borrowed it from the girl behind me ...lol it was funny the whole class period i could hear her and 2 other girls to the side of me arguing about relliogus belifes ...cause the one behind me is athis ...(doesnt believe in god) i hate that i cant spell....and the other 2 were talking about how wrong it was and everything ...i was just reading the book the whole time and about 10 till class was over i started talking to them saying you shouldnt jugde people over there belifes casue thats the same as being races ...i dont know if that makes since but it did when i said it and the belll rang and i went to 4th and took some werid taks test pratice and now were watching a movie im not into lol OMG i just checked my swim camp thing i want to know if i got in or not and im really nervous about it cause i want to go...it would be really fun and id get really fast ....so when i come back i will be like all cool/ fast :D . im tired and i want to be with my baby just like to be alseep with her and i would fall asleep really fast ...but i have swim practice soon so i get to see her and that makes me happy but !!! i have very little gas like very little and i need money to fill up :( i hate that

i shouldnt be in class right now i skipped 1st and 2nd period and all i went to was lunch and 3rd and 4th...that was fun went to nicks house and watched some movies listened to music really boring but better then school... chris left nicks early cause he had to be with his stupid girlfriend that uses him ...god its dumb i hate her cause she trys to be my friend and shes not lol well ...i got up today at 545 in the freakin morning so i could go to a 630 swim practice it was pretty fun i really need to get in shape i thought waking up at that time was good 15 mins for me to get up ...pick up Nash my awesome girlfriend and then 30 mins to get to the pool ... i wish the morning workout was cheaper ...i would so pay 25 dollors a week for swimming but 25 dollors a day is way to much ...hopefully next year we'll have double workouts and it should effect everyone ...making them go faster and what not ...im pretty fast already but i need to get faster so show everyone that i have come a long way since last year ... i mean i did drop like 11 or 12 seconds in my fly which is great :) but i need to drop it even lower since im on the A team now ...grrrr... :p i dont know i just want to have metals in my events ...i do sometimes but i want more ...all self-fish lol :D

ok well now that ive looked at a couple songs i might as well write... i really need to get in shape for this up coming meet...i need to go under a mintue in my fly ...i really want to i have to beat john and then alex ... i feel so out of shape though... i need to get alot of practice in .... :( and i had such a hard freaking time getting a scuedle change today ...stupid asst. princeaple convenced my dad to keep me in pre ap class but i went to my class teacher and she told him i couldnt pass cause i didnt do my major project and he got me out of the class ......bell rang out of school

well im just going to try and get into this site more it intrest me ... finding out alot of songs im into...