You still cause me harm You only see my faults You only help me fall apart This is the rage that commences after your gone You cannot help me now You cannot help me now All you would do is make me a fool Everything has happen for a reason You cant pretend that you don’t want my return As much as we make it be happening It was all the way it had to be Its because of them That you started to pretend Like you don’t know me that good Its because of me That your living in peace Its because of you That you lose and need me too This has been an act of a fool I don’t know what else to do This has teared me down This is the rage that commences after your gone You cannot help me now You cannot help me now You cannot fake You cannot change The way that you neglected All the reasons to take my hand You should know that someday ill be gone No longer here to accept The cruelties of your mistakes and evil Heres the more that ill do to help you I’ll stay away from you

No more joy No more hope No more friends that pretend to be impressed No more love that helps me create what I resent Moving on past the obsessive fixated events Here now headed toward the dessert To re bond with a spiritual conscience Forget the chaotic disorder Previously confessed to a boundaries of reality tests Forget a crisis that will have a bleeding wrist Even with the blood in my love in the terrible summer Its not the first time I’ve seen lives and loves being through I don’t know what’s gonna happen I’m just gonna stay out there happy Being content Staying out of peoples ways Forget the chaotic disorder Every moment that passes I want it back Why for me is it hard to accept life for the way it's life Feel pathetic should I be No ones sympathetic not towards me Never really had an infancy To much harsh mystery Wish I could relive this whole thing I would do it better Forget the chaotic disorder

Open your eyes look all around Engagement into contact Sense your first pleasure of the day How did we enter this compromise Somehow the paradise is gone I have vanished as my eyes have open and my mind awoken Responsible for the disasters in the mountains Give me lust, give me pain, give me air, give me pleasures Do you like the bitter waters For your bitterness and betrayals No comparison to the main item There is plenty more of plenty more souls So the highway truly leads to the gates In eternity we shall nourish As we break on through what is divided Happy imaginations fictionalized into our minds Will we live this way at the end Survival will no longer be ensured upon our civilization Case in similarity an acid a destiny Through its beats through its waves through ecstasy Never a necessity, only a moment without patients Caress the world down, how long will we last now Are you still in the mood Considering opportunity has come through Teaching you from my creative mind With teachings in philosophy and poetry Count directly if I matter Speak your mind out and give your heart to me I wish you could come peacefully Can we surrender our souls Would you die for me Ask the same from me in return Has divinity had its capture What about charisma do I seem to have that charm Kinda person am I Does the frustration gather So does eagerness So I let the one I feel I tell her pull and shake on my belt babe in the mood Necessary as my friend Frustrated for as hard as it is Taking the time to remove all oblivious ventures As I head next into the dessert The place of my birth As we begin the ceremony Ashes lift up from the earth Telling us live the necessities As time repeats itself Will my soul searching one again commence Its been ours to continue this haze I feel alone counting all those grey attempts Leave me to rome Feel so surprised made it this far Very exhausted tried to hard Got to see a sign Cant continue thinking about it Time will pass Epiphany hitting me twice I can feel your divined sincerity Like a dream to reality She becomes mine softly driven in passion Countering she becomes disturbed By the theory of expulsion For reasons of her love She continues to live for me And is willing to die for me Enter again we now creation as for almighty The earth has its populations

Follow now what you hear Its an obvious thing am i not being true Th games you play you hide so fearful And now you see you seem so perfect now With the truth always kept out Keep it to yourself we all have something to hide Its not the truth we’re afraid of or maybe we are Fuck sometime we want something We just don’t know what Fuck sometime we want something We just don’t know how There’s games we cant keep our face out of There’s this talk about criticism We just don’t want a showdown We seem so perfect now With the truth always kept out Keep it to yourself all the time We all have something to hide Its not the truth we’re afraid of or maybe we are The lies are told and seen right through But everything just keeps on going There’s nothing here to talk about There’s nothing here to forget Its not how you remember So fuck your silly ways I talk to myself out loud in my letters Everything you can name But the truth is told Why are we so afraid of what’s really going on Its not like its gonna hurt not to find out Or maybe to recognize the right from wrong I seem so perfect now With the the truth always kept out Keep it to myself all the time I always have something to hide Its not the truth I’m afraid of or maybe I am Sometimes this applies if not Well then fucking move on Its not how I remember to be shown the right This seems worst then wrong Yet you have me doing it all My lies are told and things are known But the world just keeps moving on It seems so perfect now With the truth always kept out Keep it to itself all the time 
It always has something to hide Its not the truth its afraid of or maybe it is Its better with the truth always kept out Im just trying to hide myself

Stuck it to that bitch Sucked my flagpole Wasn’t it relaxing Turning around on me Wish you had honesty Miss it more then anything Falling closer to death Wouldn’t recovering you make me best She rides through the motions Resistant of pain But is vulnerable to the name Is it stupid to live life based on reminders Just that I had it all even if I lost it Funny how things work out But the universe prefers balance so it works itself out I wish not to escape the damage made I rather talk to the ones I’ve wronged Believe its naive to try anything Want to die but I’m frighten I’m a wreck cant make much sense I’m the one no one cares to understand Why am I so under life Only when I’m acting bad Is when I get any respect Any results and everything that happens Is no longer my fault When I try to better myself There’s no satisfaction at all Cant do anything right No one wants me around Alienate me just without knowing me They already hate me I’m sure my life isn’t a blessing I can only feel how much I’m forsaken Well I grew up fast but I grew up alone Even bitter I get screwed over By the better I attempt to make myself Left your mark on me But its a dangerous romance No way I can ever go back to that lover That can make me betray all my values Compromising at the wrong expense But it will be worth it In order to see what I obtain Im a very sensible person and it makes me Full of emotion Even if I blow things out of proportion Life is fragile so I continue My dirty virtue Know that i’ve lived know that i’ve loved Know that i’ve lost I wont allow myself to forget Paranoia will only make me lose Gotta be cautious to win Penetrate the light of night 
Break into the day time My focus of the western thought Felt admiration as everyone noted my exaggeration Through the theories of my many tongues Including the language of influence Its a false deed Couldn’t commit to me I know where you live girl Im not maximizing my full potential As Im an Elderly Trapped in a child’s body 
Bloody well must leave As I feel this empty Why do I look for a Happiness Through love themes This life is an illusion This life is anything that makes up reality This life of perception Is insanely mistaken For continuously we imagine The uninvited deception That stresses our world And unites us with those we despise Brings entire life’s to ruins I am not that wont be it Soul has witnessed all the karma Of many wrong tools I’ve used In making my moves With the looks given to me Clarity That its signaling In particular tend to avoid my fears Through the Harsh competitive Years Erasing what’s trapped in the memory As they say it still remains Waiting alike me figure an escape Dense in my sense Find it to closely Ending is my show So slowly you see my bullshit As she arose Im still dying like a rose The former lover stands still in shock Its from her lies what she’s truly bought Denied me full pleasure of her company In her heart in her mind did I never truly see At the end of the day it all remains a mystery When I die will I ever listen To view if I yet understand things You might have understood better without me I complicate things You only complicated me Its what you now own baby You left your mark on me In a way I’ve become property Forgiveness she never seen Damage its caused me Never will leave this mentality Feeling like a victim although I very well shouldn’t be But she fucking hates me And I’m fine with that Even more sense my back makes I hate everybody

Im incapable of words But feeling out of the norm Standing very still and very alone Putting up with the worst They at every chance intend To make me hurt No one will pull me out of the fire Everyones leaving me to burn We’re all gonna rote 
There’s no point to care No point to fear Everyone hates me here And all I have broken Myself into plenty Left a piece in every city Take good care of yourself 
No one else will Attend the glory Or you’ll end without a story Can not redeem myself Attraction that was sinful Made me do it Don’t Wanna commence If I cant have warmth comfort 
 Did you feel I was lying Well I know I’m truly no longer trying Good bey I gave you everything I could 
Made you feel very confident Well you made me very insecure Even with that I was so happy Just being with the crazy kid Was this love Miss my bat girl Miss walking little red ridding hood Say it once more good bey Take good care of yourself 
No one else will Attend the glory Or you’ll end without a story Can not redeem myself Attraction that was sinful Made me do it Don’t Wanna commence If I cant have warmth comfort The nights without you Spending them like a fool Walking around in search for you Please tell me what you’ve done to me That its so difficult to forget you If you could only see The way I remember you In my crazy insomnia The way I beg for you in My crazy drinking routines

Better off living in the streets Once again I’m there What would i rather be putting up with this shit Fucking dumb asses even with what I give No body wants to except how ignorant they are I loved her life The existence of my dive I took for her 
I’m so lost please make me feel bearable Will you ever touch my body Will I ever touch your body Lets camp in the desert Through two different mothers The same kid spoke to me I can understand partner how your heart beats Well I try ever thing to get it on with you girl Isn’t it crazed how through us there’s excited life And such how it wouldn’t matter later to you Second time to me but still its important how it was you Another lie you told that was meant to hurt I called you my bitch you didn’t mind Maybe I took it to far I met her at the park by the bench My ex girlfriend asked if they could make out They both hate me now Evanescence cant stop this Come and create more fantasies with me So I can have new memories to adore For this evanescence is irreversible Love my baby to death Cant understand the attraction that made me this Will I ever get things right I’m breaking apart I’m going to the end Otherwise its damage once more Love her so much even if she’s a whore Guitar on fire Rock star someday I’ll be Cant avoid my entities Came to avoid fantasies Its me anybody hardly cares to see Its even strenuous for some the image of me to think Comfort I’ll never know its easy to say good bey Ironically if your saying it to me Think you know what to do Give me that once again warm embrace Come on and cultivate me Make me feel alive for once please Wasn’t it bout a year ago That was when there was real love in the air Im stuck in my own mind again You’ll about me always have the worst to say Happiness will never conquer Thats my concept through that tall tailed legacy I’ve built I disregard less fail to seize for more You’ll be the end of me Or maybe someday you’ll be my friend This really does hurt fucking miserable How I’ve lost my mind and all train of thought how strange do I seem Evanescence cant stop this Come and create more fantasies with me So I can have new memories to adore For this evanescence is irreversible Love my baby to death Cant understand the attraction that made me this Will I ever get things right I’m breaking apart I’m going to the end Otherwise its damage once more Love her so much even if she’s a whore She’s my baby Cant stand to think of the things she maybe Do you think your better off alone Because trust me when your without me your alone I don’t know why today feels like this Does it hold any significance We caused each other a lot of pain Don’t think it wast hard for me to say good bey to those days

There’s a lingering pain that I want to explain I’m afraid no difference it will make You’ll continue to ignore me without intent Wonder what will make you mine She is wonderful the way she treats me Oh come here skirts Will I continue to live every day since we met Kid it doesn’t feel I can longer appreciate Anything well I can not appreciate you in my life As more then my friend I will live a life that alone I will spend Oh sarah come here skirts He’s lucky hope he knows it Sarah’s heart he completely owns it Why isn’t affection always met Wish you and I way before you and him, had met Its all about love Oh come here skirts I think I’m in love but no body loves me No body likes me why doesn’t anybody like me There will always be this delightful mystery in my life I just can not take it at times At the moment feeling as if I’ve lost everything though I never had anything Oh sarah come here skirts In my fantasies I imagine The way I want you for me Seems you live a fragile life I don’t want to upset it My honest intentions I’ve written Sorry I’ve done my worst Oh come here skirts

Prepared for heart shed Time to time things Your living back home In the city burning Obviously romantic Wish i knew your mind Will it be us again someday Underneath the late summers Desert skies On your roof top Did i leave you any impressions Left each other down before Your words just never appeared Youth is expulsion Kitty cats, big black bats, Your ass looked fat In your bad girl costume And your little red ridding hood How was your experience On the free way Did you have fun screaming For as much as I’ve done Come on tell it like it is I’ve already seen it On your part Weren’t we both the bad ones I use to bring out the best Inside of you Your cheesy smile convinced me You then brought out the worst Inside of me Your betrayal and lies convinced you Well come on wouldn’t my abuse Make things right Wouldn’t your ignorance make Make me wanna die Pain thats just killing me Cant I have that attitude that to you is alleviating I wish I could have your confident attitude And your confident lies Come on and get it I guaranty your gonna be having a good time Your gonna be slapping and clapping and separating your legs in no time Obviously romantic Feeling good off this spiced rum Hold on girl in a moment You’ll be eating my cum Im sure we’ll meet Somewhere else again They’ll introduces us both as friends

I’l l be back and I’ll see you in his arms Walking around holding his hand Well I guess this is moving on Seems years of gas have gone so fast All of it how you drained my focus and confidence Cant believe you took more at last Your confidence wont cost you Needed to wait for your independce That honda lost just as I’ve been feeling Since I've been away from your Morning moaning from our boning And the love that guess to you wasn’t real So you are gonna have to hear The harsh way I’ll talk about you girl you for thrills play with me you might as well lay down with me you girl (goooo) get around (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around I thought you where my love But your the love of the town you girl (goooo) get around I follow you like a hound (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around (yeah) Cant believe how the fuck now I’ve more then fallen apart Lets move back to the start You have made things complexed Drawn yourself alone and up to no good Why didn’t you just tell me You lost your love for me Cause babe i can now see We both changed But i was meant for you You were meant for me Collide with me again and we might just be the last two alive to be the last two Alone to do whatever occurs to do whatever is unknown girl you for thrills play with me you might as well lay down with me you girl (goooo) get around (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around I thought you where my love But your the love of the town you girl (goooo) get around I follow you like a hound (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around (yeah) I’m trying to get as far as these eyes can see Curiously I imagine how the time has a changed you Romance me as you once claimed you did to trap me Cause I want you I want you as I’m dying From this perpetual agony of a screaming death I’ve got little red riding hood that has gone Preying for what nothing that happens is left to hoping Good bey i hope you smell better If you cant understand me its ok At least i made my point to me Girl you for thrills play with me You might as well lay down with me You girl (goooo) get around (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around You girl (goooo) get around (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around (yeah) I thought you where my love But your the love of the town you girl (goooo) get around I follow you like a hound How do you know what you know now I’m how (woooo (ohhhh) go around (goooo) get around (yeah)