soo... well i am sitting here, random summer evening heat wavee! and i love it to be honest, because their isn't 10 feet of snow on the ground, i have no class and no papers to write... im finally a graduate too grade 12 is over for me and universtiy will start is about 7 weeks and i am scared shitless so much work and what if i screw up... its a big deal here...its so much money and my future and bla bla whatever, im still on summmer vaca! ive been working every day of summer so far with 1 day off! but thats ok, im making a lot of cash to buy stuff and soon i'll be done and have about a month of freedom in the city! beach and shopping, typical girl! :) and him omg him

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skys from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.