well he's not talking very much anymore i guess i understnad how he feels but i don't feel that i still need him well one day things will work themselves out i suppose they always do school, work relatiosnships? hmm.. and i guess that i just don't know =) well i got gotta keep myself level headed and not let myseld get distracted...i can't waste time on a "could be" bob dylan coming to a city near me...yeaaa! well tonight im going to a party but i should be home a bit early...i have another looong badminton practice, last one before districts, i really want to advance so i gotta work hard!! then rugby is going to take over my life thank you god! haha anyways im going to nap then gget ready josephine_eva@hotmail.com peace

hello =) so once again i dug a hole bio test first tomorrow i guess i'll be fine, i always am... matchbox 20..long day = love right now and i miss him to death right now i think he's a bit mad at me though it actually hurts oh my so in badminton i made the sr girls signles spot which is amazing!! that makes me pro!! haha and my coach thinks i'll actually advance!! HAHAHA..you never know though! rugby is starting and im soo stoaked i neeeeeed to play ahh im so ready for it anywho new email josephine_eva@hotmail.com had to get rid of the old one, it just sucked haha night guys!!

so ive been digging the jet lately good rock out tunes, just blast it when your home alone! im pretty stoaked about the eagles concert this summer, i know its not until august but man, its gonna be sweet!! anyways, i got accepted to my #1 university, dal. im still really excited but i guess its easy too get accepted, the hard part starts in the fall... i just wanna say boredude's journal rocks, really good stuff, i'm definatly one of his stalkers (; well i should go and try and get some stuff done jay-zsugar17@hotmail.com you know where im at =) peacee!