I've been watching your world from afar, I've been trying to be where you are, And I've been secretly falling apart. To me you're strange and you're beautiful. You'd be so perfect with me, but you just can't see, you turn every head, but you don't see me. the song for me, for you. and probably yours, for her. hah. god. do you know how crazily painful this can be? will yoouuuuu ever realize.... oh, just realize. please.

how do you expect me not to fall for you? how do you expect me not to think of you? with that smile. with that laugh. how you would pretend youre mad. how you would tease me. how you would laugh with me. how do you not want me to fall? how do you not want me to think? how do you not want me to love you. to love you. love you.

i am still trying to comprehend your actions. they say, nothing speaks louder than actions. am i over analysising all these? excuse me, but i cant help but think this way. i cant help but feel this way. you lead me on with your voice. you make me fall with your calls. you lead me on with your touch. you make me want to fall. you make me want to fall. in fact, ive already fallen. and i landed nicely onto you.

i love you

you are like a pill i need i cannot do without you i would worry i would be restless unsettled anxious i hate it it is not pretty to be like this it is not nice i yearn for you all the time i think about you when i am awake and when i sleep i dream of you you are a pill i need constantly you are a pill the pill

they keep saying it and i want it to happen but i dont want to jinx it oh god, can they see im lying? can they see im just faking? can youuu see im lying, see im faking? i thought by now youd be running away sick of me tired of me but youre still here but am i thinking too much? analysing too much? but why are you still here? why are you still singing the same song?

i die when i see her name i die when you say her name i die when shes near i die when youre not here i die when you dont call me i die when i dont know where you are i die i die i die i lied when i should have kissed you

so i yearn to just be with you and yeah, i just want to see your name flashing on my cell phone and well, nothing more than just to hear your voice how not to give everything? how to spare something for me? when all i want, when all i want is everything in you. everything of you. everything thats just you.

who do you think about? sing about? smile to? sleep to? i have feeling its... her. i dont know for sure. i am so afraid. so afraid. i cannot lose you. but i might lose you. i might. and i dont want to.

i would be so high from just waiting, just hoping, just wishing but there would be a point where gravity takes back on me where ill fall so fast i cant see whats around me i forget what was behind me, above me you are concrete memory you are forever embedded but i am only shadow only air in the wind where am i? anywhere but there, right there in you