• could not think of a subject for this one. so like yeah...the father is marrying sharon. the week after easter. surprise! yeah. wow. he's all like what do you think about me marrying her? i mean, come on, in the first place, it's not like it matters what i think cause he's definitely gonna marry her and in the second place i only met her once for like five days and we didn't barely (blah blah double negatives blah)talk to each other (that time i met her when i was seven doesn't count cause my memory only goes back to like...five days ago...:P ) so like yeah. wow. i...um...don't really have anything else to say. everything else kind of seems less important than that. i got shoes for my dress. u dyed my hair. my dad's getting married. yeah, the latter definitely takes precedent. and i think i'm kind of overreacting. a phrase which here means "going omg omg and feeling slightly depressed as hell." blah. this really isn't a big deal. why the hell does it make me so sad? i don't care. i'll be gone in like a year after he marries her. it's just so damn soon. he just got divorced in freaking december. they've only been dating since july (i'll bet not too long after janey left, or even before). but. what. ever. i don't really feel like telling anyone else. blah. whatever. sooo....i got shoes for my dress. yay. they are gorgeeemous and uberly high i'm surprised i can walk in them. i dyed my hair (it's setting right now). i played audiosurf (gomDOT the songs this week on the radio are so pretty - i love "against the storm"...the mother called it redundant w/E!!). i did my homework. i did my laundry. i got a phone for my room. finally! now i can finally get calls from people! my ringtone is the turkish march. it's so cool. i'm still getting over my cold. or whatever it is i got. blah. i'm all sniffly and icky. i'm probably going to the mother's for easter. i think the father needs me to go so he can go and get married. i bet that's why he asked me if it was my year to be at the mother's. yup. probably so. okay. i'm sorry. but it is going to be so freaking weird with sharon here. i've like just adjusted to janey not being here and it just being the two of us. i'm kind of liking how i'm pretty independent now, cooking pretty much all the meals, doing almost everything for myself but driving to school and paying bills and stuff. it's annoying (eeeewww...responsibility) but it's kind of cool. and now i won't be cooking anything and blah. why the hell am i worrying about who's gonna be cooking? weirdo. lol. i need to get out of the house right now. i need to go do something. but it's almost time for me to go to bed and i'm tired and i still have to rinse my hair and do laundry and scan that paper. i need to get out for a while. maybe i can spend the night at twinja's tomorrow or something. blah. okay this was a very long and slightly depressing entry. it seems i've been making more and more of those lately. p dot s dot: got 2nd place at rally for advanced math II. going to state with danyelle and luis (both of them got first, the big boobs).

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