• i have to believe in it.  most people say there's no such thing as soul mates and no such thing as true love.  but i need to believe in it.  i have to.  i love my parents to death and i know they are for sure in love with each other, but it doesn't seem like enough.  i feel like there are people with so much more to offer.  i know this is hard to explain but it makes so much sense to me.  i need an edward+bella, romeo+juliet, wes+macy kind of love.  i need it.  i crave it.  i want it.  i don't see how anyone could not hope it to be true.  call me naive but what am i living for if not for true love?  i don't see the point.  this is my last thread and i'm holding on for as long as i can until someone proves me wrong.  i'm sick of listening to all my friends parents fight (literally this happens) and then turn directly to me and say don't ever get married girls!  the feeling from the wedding doesn't last, it sure doesn't.  i'm sick and tired of listening to this.  it's not my fault you settled when you should've found your soul mate.  i swear to god that i will not not not settle.  i want true love and i honestly don't see the point of living if i can't have it or if it does not exist.  but what i'm deathly afraid of is what if i missed the opportunity?  what if i've already crossed paths with my 'soul mate' and i didn't realize it and i never will again?  could it be so simple to lose something so complex?  this is just too much for me to handle right now.  it leaves me feeling empty and anxious like i don't know what's to come in the future. 

   

   

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