• I love him. At least I think I do. What if we are truly supposed to be together? Right now, it seems like we are. But really, I'm a teenage girl who's very naive. I can't trust my own feelings. But it's hard. He treats me so special, or so it seems and then he turns around and treats the girl he 'hates' the same way...or hated. I can never keep up. It's difficult to watch though. Call me a whiney teen...whatever, doesn't phase me anymore. This is the time of my life where I'm supposed to be whiney and annoying and loud and complaining. Anyways, homecoming will probably be a bust but who knows. At lease I can dance with him for the first time. Ever. C: I am very excited. Hopefully, all plays out as it should. My dance coach quit last night and I'm taking it very hard. She's young and moving on to a new part of her life. So I wish her the best to her face, but cry when no one's watching. How selfish. Also our assistant coaches parents and grandparents are dying. So that made me cry even more. No one should ever have to deal with that. Basically, this is all a new, desperately needed beginning for us. Scary, but true. Anyways, I love him C: let me keep telling myself this. It gives me a reason for my insanity at this point. Can't wait till my class with him tomorrow. Call me nuts, but every party I've been to lately, his love interest hasn't been there, and it's just been me with him. Also...my class with him this year? Coincidence? Maybe but we have COMPLETELY different schedules. I just don't see how that matched up... peaceloveTALLAHASSEEDREAMIN

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