• i'm at a loss for words. how do i even begin to explain the kind of hurt i feel right now. why do i even derseve this. i'm a damn good person. better than her. much better than her. best friend. worst enemy. that's how it seems to play out lately. i guess the good guy doesnt always finish first. i'm not used to feeling this. i never subject myself to this. because i know what happens. you get hurt. plain and simple. but why, when i try this once, do things have to turn out like this? it's not fair. it's never fair. look at me. see me. just me. god i hate this. where can you run when the only thing you wanna run from is yourself? the question i have yet to find the answer to. why me. just once i want things to happen. i don't wanna feel like this. what did i do to deserve this. why me. bottom line. it's not fair. nothing's fair. never was, never will be.

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