• it's tough not knowing the kind of person you want to be, but knowing all too well the person your parents expect you to be. all my friends are being normal teenage high schoolers. god, i wish i could just be normal like that and do the things that we probably shouldn't be doing. however, everytime i try to, i feel so guilty like i know this is not how i should be acting. it's getting tiring listening to everything my parents tell me and i'm starting to rebel but not as much as i like. as of now though, i decided to take it as a case by case basis. if i feel like doing something, hell, why not? and if i regret it the next day, i'm going to turn on some music and deal. that's how it goes during these years anyways. fun times, memories, and regrets. although one can only hope there are more of the first two than the last one. bottom line: i wish i didn't have to be such a goody goody shy girl all the time. fuck, it's about time things start changing. peaceloveIFIFALL

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