December 22, 2007

  • my conclusion for the day; i have temper problems. and it kinda sucks. the things people do just annoy me and make me so uncomfortable. my mother giving me a simple chore such as doing the laundry makes me want to scream in her face and just slap her. its not right. but i realize it also makes for funny stories =]. so i guess im not too worried about this 'problem,' if you could even call it that, but i wish i could change myself. correction: i know i can change myself, i just dont want to. i dreamt about him last night =]. thats the first time i've ever dreamt about something that i wanted to dream about. if that makes sense. the dream was so vivid. i was hugging him he was warm from the sun in a black t shirt with the sun shining down on him in an empty room filled with light. i was cold, and we just held each other i guess...? but i could feel his touch so well and his t shirt and the warmth of it. then we started walking toward the door, my one arm still around his waist, his arm on my shoulders and i was gonna kiss him goodbye possibly and my parents were coming out of a room but i didnt care, because he was what mattered. and then i was woken up, but i was smiling. i dont like him, i like his presence, i like how nice he is, i dont like him though. in my dream i think he just represented the love i would like to have. and that all was really sappy and i'm actually embarassed :/ anyways HAPPY HOLIDAYS AGAIN peace love LOVE =]
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