• tonight was a fun night. not the best. but nothing bad happened and i cant complain. for some reason tonight the computer just seems so far away. like i'm not actually typing my thoughts tonight. i guess i'm just not 'that into it' right now, but i need to write, for me. i wishh wish wish wish that i had soo much more self confidence. that i could go to school monday looking like the person i want to, acting like the person i want to, actually being me, and i wouldnt be bothered by people criticizing me. and they would, no doubt, after all, it is high school. remember? no one's allowed to be who they want to be; diversity is frowned upon. anyways, i'm kinda straying from the point. i need self confidence, i need to not be shy. most of all i need to STOP worrying about what other people think of me. just say hi, who cares if you don't know them that well. you're not that social outcast that you've thought yourself to be. i dont want to be shy anymore; it gets me no where. ahh enough complaining. lifes good mostly. and on a lighter note; i met, ughhh i wish, actually i saw the most perfect boy tonight. absolutely perfect, there is no better way to describe my dream boy than what he looks like. the only thing i can say; i can picture him being taylor swifts boyfriend, like the one in tim mcgraw, except he doesnt look like him...make sense? anyway, he was just a gift to me, the only upsetting part; knowing that he would never look at me the same way, knowing that i would never have a chance with him, and knowing that i probably wont ever meet him or see him again. but when he smiled, i got goosebumps, and his skin; just soo perfect. i couldnt even dream up a more perfect man in my life. to be young and want love peace love OOO

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