• so i didnt make it to the concert. i went to this lame dance instead. i regret every single part of that night. i just feel like i couldve have tried harder. things still aren't right. i can't even begin to sit here and try to explain. mostly cause i'm afraid. and also, i dont know where to start. ahh to be young. everything is crazy right now. i can't figure out what to feel anymore. i don't know who to be, since i have know idea who i am. its out of control. so christmas is soon, and the theme of my list this year is 'go big, or go home' anyways, here it is!! all the irrational ideas i have 1. self-confidence =] 2. patience 3. a boyfriend that i dont have to just 'settle' on? 4. ugg boots (chocolate brown please) 4. a northface jacket 5. a pea coat 6. a new ipod (explanation later to come) 7. guitar hero 3 =] 8. makeup from sephora (bare minerals =] ) 9. giftcards (buckle, pac sun, hollister) 10. some other boots (too hard to explain) 11. A LAP TOP =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] thats about it for now. oh and about my ipod, i spilled soda in my purse, and the only thing damaged; my life! my ipod =[ so i need a new one, hopefully the biggest giga bite (sp?) video they have =] in black of course hmmm white would be nice though. i'll take whatever i can get ;] 24 days till xmas =] peace love HERO/HEROINE

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