• tonight, it was weird, but all i could think about was going home and talking to r (the boy who likes me.) it was almost like anxiety maybe? i just was thinking how i haven't talked to him in a while and i really really wanted to talk with him. but the weird thing; we've never taken our relationship (if that) anywhere but online. im just super shy, and him being 2 yrs older and me having 0 experience with boys, and lack of self confidence doesnt help the situation. bestie told me he wants to see me soon cuz he misses hanging out with me (which we never did in the first place but wutevs. ) im scared (cuz im so shyyyy its deathly) the problem is i told myself i didnt like him, and i was damn sure of it. but finding myself tonight wanting to talk with him...a bit strange wouldnt you agree?? am i falling for r? or is it just a friends type of thing im sooo confused, i have no perception of this at all seeing as i might as well eliminate boys from my life completely due to LACK OF EXPERIENCE. and i have like no self confidence. even though i know im a nice girl and (not trying to be conceited but rather helpful to my low self esteem) pretty and i shouldnt be nervous or anything, i just have this mindset that tells me i should be nervous. gawddd if i like r, how could i even begin to build a freaking relationship with him when i have all of these problems of my own???? rawr peace love CONFUSION

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