• i just got back from vacation couldnt go swimming or anything cuz it was too cold...bummer=[ gave me a chance to catch up with my sweet friend MuSiC...sweetness=] yeaaaaaa it was alright i guess life is like in slow motion right now...it still hasnt hit me about jv n v n all that crap yet i dunno when it will but im not looking foward to it i really do not wanna deal with people right now. the only person i wanna talk to is my bestie, and i barely even wanna talk to her people just suck summer, for me, is in 8 days, and it cant come fast enough....oh lord, i just hope summer can just kick ass this year. i really wanna let go, be my own person, try new things, be completely different...lets hope i can live up to those wishes well yea i wanted to go out today cuz im sick of being stuck here, but bestie is at a party and, like i said before, i do not wanna look at any of my friends right now. i dont know if any of you read the A List series, but i do, and i really feel like my life is gonna turn out to be that way, Anna, the main character, is some what of a wet blanket (kinda like me) and moves to california to start a new exciting life. but back home her bestie (like mine) is dating a boy whom anna likes (like me) and she justs wants to get away. i was thinking about that today and it hit me... i just need to start over how to go about doing that, i have not a single clue. i mean yeah i could switch schools, but it would be hard to just get up and leave. idk idk i guess the best i can do for now is just think about it and all the outcomes and consequences....yup yup peace love PONDER

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