• so thanks to everyone reading this i really appreciate it. today i had my confirmation retreat and basically im at a point in my life where i can choose to either follow Him completely, or take another path on doing things that He may not agree of. As you can probably tell i'm quite confused on my decision mostly because of my insecurities. life is life right now just blah. i don't know anymore. everyday i just feel numb to everything if that makes any sense at all. spring breaks over starting tomorrow, and we go back to school...yay right? anyways someone told me today "school is what you make it" isnt that completely true? you can either make it fun by hanging with your friends and just having carefree fun or you can just get by and make it horrible. i thought it was a pretty good quote anyways. but idk life is sooo confusing lately...im almost wondering if i should see a therapist since theres no one i can talk to. im not crazy or suicidal or anything like that. i just have so many thoughts that i would be afraid to share with anyone (except for this journal, but i can't really have a 2-way conversation with this website now can i) on a count of i would be afraid of being judged by my family and friends, but i dont know, thats so low on my list of priorities right now considering i need to pass all my classes at school, and i have to try out for dance team, and i have to worry about what i'm going to wear this friday (im going to the christina aguilera/danity kane/pussycat doll concert yummy right?? (im not gay thats just a word i use lol)) now this may seem like a small issue, but if you were in my head you'd understand how hugely large it is, pllluuussss i have a way of turning small meaningless problems into HUGE topics. yeaaaa not a good trait to have i suppose anyway i should probably stop talking, i'm probabaly boring you with all this talk. yall prolly dont care anyways lol =] but thanks for listening and taking at least a little time to even just skim. with love, taylorkay

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