• i was reading another journal of a girl on this site and she was talking about how her parents were getting divorced and how she was afraid to jump in relationships and realize i am the exact same way. i have never had a boyfriend, a real one anyways. i'm deadly afraid to tell someone i like them and i have no divorced parents to blame this on, no siblings either. it's just me causing this fear. i'm left to wonder; where did this fear develop? how do i make it go away? will i ever find love? i dont understand it. another thing, i am so stressed out. school is unbelievable. the pressure from parents to do well is extraordinarly high. no one can imagine unless they are currently experiencing this. stress causes a bad attitude for me which, in turn, gets me grounded at home. being grounded SUCKS. end of story. my stress is also being caused by other things such as my being confirmed in my faith soon. i have to write a personal statement confirming my faith which im not looking foward to because, as i have said before, i hate sharing whats truly on my mind and in my heart verbally and vocally in front of people. this website is such a blessing for me. i'm so greatful that i have a place just to be my real self and be who i truly am. even if no one is reading this im truly greatful to at least put this out there i hope that one day i can find a boy to share a relationship with and i hope that my stress can level down to at least an attainable level , that would even be fine, because stress is bad for your skin and its painful. with love, taylor kay

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