So this has been.my favorite song of OTEP's since it came out in 2004, and I always thought it was a song about a child's narrative of suffering in an abusive Christian home. But now that I am revisiting the lyrics, I am seeing something totally new.
This song could be gospel of John but from the perspective of Jesus.
Jesus was NOT having a good time up to and during the crucifixion. Everyone in the known world at the time looked to him with fear, admiration or disgust and he was constantly being asked questions. He spoke in "verses, prophesies and curses". He had made an enemy of the state, and believed the world was increasingly wicked and fallen from grace, or that he was in the "mouth of madness".
The spine of atlas is the structure that allows the titan to hold the world up. Jesus challenged the state and in doing so became a celebrated resistance figure. It also made him public enemy #1.
All of this happened simply because he was doing his thing, not because of any agenda he had or strategy.
And then he gets scourged (storm of thorns)
There are some plot holes here but I think it's an interesting interpretation.
The only people I bow down to
Are my family.
It kind of sucks that
My loved ones don't let me do
What I want to do.
Grandma always says to me,
"Well, it's just a phase."
Well, wake up Grandma,
It's my life and I'm not gonna change!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Alright...we'll fight...
But I'm, I'm not gonna change, no!
"Your fucked up hair,
Your fucked up clothes,
Why don't you look normal?"
Why don't you judge me
For who I am, for who I am?
People mock me on the street,
Ignorant and sheltered.
I'd like to think
You're not the same,
You're not the same!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, no! (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Alright...we'll fight...
But I'm, I'm not gonna change, no!
I'm not gonna,
No! I'm not gonna,
I'm not gonna change!
Not gonna, not gonna,
Not gonna change!
No, (I'm not) not gonna, no, I'm not gonna,
No, (I'm not) not gonna, no, I'm not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, I'm not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, not gonna,
(I'm not) not gonna change!
Not gonna, not gonna,
Not gonna, I'm not gonna change!
Are my family.
It kind of sucks that
My loved ones don't let me do
What I want to do.
Grandma always says to me,
"Well, it's just a phase."
Well, wake up Grandma,
It's my life and I'm not gonna change!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Alright...we'll fight...
But I'm, I'm not gonna change, no!
"Your fucked up hair,
Your fucked up clothes,
Why don't you look normal?"
Why don't you judge me
For who I am, for who I am?
People mock me on the street,
Ignorant and sheltered.
I'd like to think
You're not the same,
You're not the same!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Not gonna,
I'm not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, no! (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, (I'm not) not gonna,
Not gonna change!
Alright...we'll fight...
But I'm, I'm not gonna change, no!
I'm not gonna,
No! I'm not gonna,
I'm not gonna change!
Not gonna, not gonna,
Not gonna change!
No, (I'm not) not gonna, no, I'm not gonna,
No, (I'm not) not gonna, no, I'm not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, I'm not gonna change!
(I'm not) not gonna, not gonna,
(I'm not) not gonna change!
Not gonna, not gonna,
Not gonna, I'm not gonna change!
Lyrics submitted by a scar in the sky
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love it xcxcx =]