This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
kimi wa uso no ito harimegurashi
chiisana sekai subete dato omotteta
chikazuku mono wa nan demo kizutsukete
kimi wa sora ga shikaku ito omotteta
"kore ga subete... douse konna mon darou"
kimi wa itta... sore mo uso sa...
kebakebashii kimi no moyou ga sabishisou de
gokuraku chou ga mezurashiku hanashi kaketa
"chou no hane itadaite kocchi koi yo"
"mukou dewa omoitoori sa"
Pink Spider "ikitai naa"
Pink Spider "tsubasa ga hoshii..."
toraeta chou no inochi koi kikazu
kimi wa sora wo niramu
"kizutsuketa no wa nikui kara jya nai
boku ni wa hane ga naku
ano sora ga takasugita kara..."
"watashi no tsubasa wo tsukau ga ii wa, Spider.
tobitsuzukeru tsurasa wo shiranai anata mo,
itsuka kigatsuku koto deshou.
jibun ga dareka no te no naka de shika tonde inakatta koto ni.
soshite, sore wo jiyuu nante yondeita koto ni mo...."
karimono no tsubasa dewa umaku tobezu
massakasama tsuirakushite yuku
Pink Spider "mou dame da"
Pink Spider "sora wa mieru noni..."
Pink Spider "shippai daa"
Pink Spider "tsubasa ga hoshii..."
wazukani mieta ano sora no mukou
toritachi wa minami e
"mou ichido tobou kono ito kirisaki
mizukara no jetto de
ano kumo ga toorisugitara..."
Pink Spider sora wa yondeiru
Pink Spider Pink Spider
momoiro no kumo ga sora wo nagareru...
chiisana sekai subete dato omotteta
chikazuku mono wa nan demo kizutsukete
kimi wa sora ga shikaku ito omotteta
"kore ga subete... douse konna mon darou"
kimi wa itta... sore mo uso sa...
kebakebashii kimi no moyou ga sabishisou de
gokuraku chou ga mezurashiku hanashi kaketa
"chou no hane itadaite kocchi koi yo"
"mukou dewa omoitoori sa"
Pink Spider "ikitai naa"
Pink Spider "tsubasa ga hoshii..."
toraeta chou no inochi koi kikazu
kimi wa sora wo niramu
"kizutsuketa no wa nikui kara jya nai
boku ni wa hane ga naku
ano sora ga takasugita kara..."
"watashi no tsubasa wo tsukau ga ii wa, Spider.
tobitsuzukeru tsurasa wo shiranai anata mo,
itsuka kigatsuku koto deshou.
jibun ga dareka no te no naka de shika tonde inakatta koto ni.
soshite, sore wo jiyuu nante yondeita koto ni mo...."
karimono no tsubasa dewa umaku tobezu
massakasama tsuirakushite yuku
Pink Spider "mou dame da"
Pink Spider "sora wa mieru noni..."
Pink Spider "shippai daa"
Pink Spider "tsubasa ga hoshii..."
wazukani mieta ano sora no mukou
toritachi wa minami e
"mou ichido tobou kono ito kirisaki
mizukara no jetto de
ano kumo ga toorisugitara..."
Pink Spider sora wa yondeiru
Pink Spider Pink Spider
momoiro no kumo ga sora wo nagareru...
Lyrics submitted by Rocketdive
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Please, do not hate me for what I am about to say. Please remember I love hide, he means so much to me, keep that in mind.
Anyway, I do believe that hide was talking about himself in this song. He is "Pink Spider" it is the nickname Yoshiki gave him because of his hair (it looked a spider and it was pink, obviously). I heard somewhere that hide was bi-polar, I'm sure most of you know what that means. However, that has not been confirmed, so that is probably just a rumour. And it is VERY easy for someone who is depressed to hide their depression. I, myself, am very depressed, but to other people I'm happy, which isn't true. Plus, I've known a lot of "happy" people who have commited suicide.
But, also he was quite drunk, maybe that was his plan. Because he seemed to be doing a lot of work when he came back to Japan near the end of April in 1998. And he seemed to want to hurry and finish up his work before May came. Plus, I will make a note, before X (Japan) disbanded, hide was a normal drinker, meaning he'd only drink enough to satisfy himself and never go overboard. However, that changed when X disbanded, that is when he became a heavy drinker.
So, to keep on topic. I do believe hide was talking about himself in this song.
With all that said, please do not hate me, I am merely voicing my opinion. And since this is a free country, it is allowed.
Rest In Peice, hide-san.