As someone sets light to the first fire of autumn
We settle down to cut ourselves apart
Cough and twitch from the news on your face
And some foreign candle burning in your eyes

Held to the past, too aware of the pending
Chill as the dawn breaks and finds us up for sale
Enter the fog another low road descending
Away from the cold lust, you house and summertime

Blind to the last cursed affair, pistols and countless eyes
A trail of white blood betrays the reckless route your craft is running
Feed 'til the sun turns into wood dousing an ancient torch
Loiter the whole day through and lose yourself in lines dissecting love

Your name on my cast and my notes on your stay
Offer me little but doting on a crime
We've turned every stone and for all our inventions
In matters of love loss, we've no recourse at all

Blind to the last cursed affair, pistols and countless eyes
A trail of white blood betrays the reckless route your craft is running
Feed 'til the sun turns into wood dousing an ancient torch
Loiter the whole day through and lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting

Lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting
Lose yourself in lines dissecting love


Lyrics submitted by rudegirl, edited by Bob Stein, robthomson

The Past And Pending Lyrics as written by James Russell Mercer

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    The melody and beauty of this song are unbelievable. This is by far my favorite song on this album.

    I thought the chorus started "Blind to the last cursed affair," but I'm sure I'm mistaken.

    Also, I think it's a combination of the two suggestions of the second part of the chorus: "Feed 'til the sun turns into moon, dousing an ancient torch." (like do nothing until the sun goes down and turns into moon)

    I don't really know what I think this song means, other than he is heartbroken because his love must leave him. She sounds like she is having a rough time anyway. I just think it is so beautifully complex in its sound, I could listen to this song forever.

    babychewyon June 17, 2003   Link

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