@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
I don't know just where I'm going
But I'm goin' to try for the kingdom if I can
'cause it makes me feel like I'm a man
When I put a spike into my vein
Then I tell you things aren't quite the same
When I'm rushing on my run
And I feel just like jesus' son
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know
I have made very big decision
I'm goin' to try to nullify my life
'cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death
You can't help me not you guys
All you sweet girls with all your sweet talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know
I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sailed the darkened seas
On a great big clipper ship
Going from this land here to that
I put on a sailor's suit and cap
Away from the big city
Where a man cannot be free
Of all the evils in this town
And of himself and those around
Oh, and I guess I just don't know
Oh, and I guess I just don't know
Heroin, be the death of me
Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life
Because a mainer to my vein
Leads to a center in my head
And then I'm better off than dead
When the smack begins to flow
Then I really don't care anymore
About all the jim-jims in this town
And everybody putting everybody else down
And all of the politicians makin' crazy sounds
All the dead bodies piled up in mounds, yeah
Wow, that heroin is in my blood
And the blood is in my head
Yeah, the god's good as dead
Ooohhh, God that I'm not aware
I just don't care
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know
But I'm goin' to try for the kingdom if I can
'cause it makes me feel like I'm a man
When I put a spike into my vein
Then I tell you things aren't quite the same
When I'm rushing on my run
And I feel just like jesus' son
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess that I just don't know
I have made very big decision
I'm goin' to try to nullify my life
'cause when the blood begins to flow
When it shoots up the dropper's neck
When I'm closing in on death
You can't help me not you guys
All you sweet girls with all your sweet talk
You can all go take a walk
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know
I wish that I was born a thousand years ago
I wish that I'd sailed the darkened seas
On a great big clipper ship
Going from this land here to that
I put on a sailor's suit and cap
Away from the big city
Where a man cannot be free
Of all the evils in this town
And of himself and those around
Oh, and I guess I just don't know
Oh, and I guess I just don't know
Heroin, be the death of me
Heroin, it's my wife and it's my life
Because a mainer to my vein
Leads to a center in my head
And then I'm better off than dead
When the smack begins to flow
Then I really don't care anymore
About all the jim-jims in this town
And everybody putting everybody else down
And all of the politicians makin' crazy sounds
All the dead bodies piled up in mounds, yeah
Wow, that heroin is in my blood
And the blood is in my head
Yeah, the god's good as dead
Ooohhh, God that I'm not aware
I just don't care
And I guess I just don't know
And I guess I just don't know
Lyrics submitted by spliphstar
Heroin Lyrics as written by Lou Reed
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
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Great version of a great song,
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i agree with johnny utah james 1234 sounds like some asshole from D.A.R.E. I was addicted to heroin because it made me feel like god was givin me a handjob all the time and jesus was there rubbing my tummy and patting my head. there is nothing that can compare to having your spine turn into cotton and just not giving a shit, like floating down a river on a mild day with no obligations. just floating, looking at the sky, thinking how cool it is that birds can fly, and thinking how comfy a cloud pillow would be. The only reason i do not like this song is because it makes me want to shoot up again.
YEAH!<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> ...Exactly!
@ilikehippos Oh damned yes man!
lou reed is my hero..
this is the best song in the world
(heroin - rocknroll animal)
At this point in time in my life when I had already grown up, but then agian, nothing was meaningful anymore, or something was meaningful..
The love of the other side, that is my love, and it took me only a month and a half of ever deeper experiences to find my health was deteriorating
And all along i could break down and cry for this drug. this drug heroin was in my blood, and went through my neck.. into the center of my head...
and i could hear the organs playing and the gentle arpeggios flowing and then all the sudden
my heart would start to speed up
as i was closing in on dying.
as the blood begins to flow.. as it shoots across his neck.. and leads to a "center in my head" sung so accurately into my emotions i would cry everytime
i lay there on my bed alone
and i am better off dead
and i can hear the organs playing and the guitars crying
slowly
in the center of my head
the heroin glows into my life that was
i cannot want it to go
and better yet i am contented with the world
but the pain is felt in my nose .. and in my veins and my organs
inside my body is aching
but i am in heaven
time is now less timeless moment forever is until the pain shall grow
but i will always be in heaven
i will always be in heaven
my tears will find their way into a new life and a new world long gone with this universe, long after this universe is gone my tears my tears will find there way into an eternity that
i guess i just don't know i guess i just don't know
note to readers: i considered the ambiguity of whether or not I had actually taken heroin. Above, the reference to heroin is the song, not the drug. The intoxication was coming from whisky.. and it cutting through my digestive system after a month and a half of significant drinking.
I'm not trying to be a druggy poser, but I wanted to right this addenda in case any hard core heroin user decided to write that I am faking my ailments, and I hadn't taken heroin.. I don't know the pains of heroin.. That's not the point of my heroin interpretation.
It hurts when you aren't on it. When you are, nothing hurts. You can't even consider pain.
this song is a true success and noone needs to be a heroin addict in order to relate, the theme of the song is to be helpless , imcompotent and empty yet contest and transcending...Lou Reed's laughter and laid back voice are amazing work of art
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I've never shot up, but this song is just beautiful to me. It's like an insider's look on th drug and its effects. It reminds me of Requiem for a Dream.
yeah this song is pretty tight, thats exactly how i feel when im fucking cooked i dont give a fuck about any of the fucked up shit everyone does every day while im all fucked up onm something stupid
yeah this song is pretty tight, thats exactly how i feel when im fucking cooked i dont give a fuck about any of the fucked up shit everyone does every day while im all fucked up onm something stupid