This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I gave you everything
You did not let me in
My words caught in between
Knowing what was good for me
What's the difference between
Living free and hurting me
This has been quite challenging
But now I'm thinking differently
Too proud to ask for help
That makes it difficult
Should I just follow suit?
Try and figure out myself?
Or should I concentrate?
Concentrate on myself?
Or will that leave me here inside my low self-obsessed life?
Why is it like I'm changing (something) life
(Something) go get high
Well no, you like me
You kinda like me
(Something) a girl now do you love me?
Well I'm just a girl
And that's good enough for me
Hey hey!
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I gave you everything
You did not let me in
My words caught in between
Knowing what was good for me
What's the difference between
Living free and hurting me
This has been quite challenging
But now I'm thinking differently
Too proud to ask for help
That makes it difficult
Should I just follow suit?
Try and figure out myself?
Or should I concentrate?
Concentrate on myself?
Or will that leave me here inside my low self-obsessed life?
Why is it like I'm changing (something) life
(Something) go get high
Well no, you like me
You kinda like me
(Something) a girl now do you love me?
Well I'm just a girl
And that's good enough for me
Hey hey!
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
I'm sick of being the bitch
That you think I am
Well, I never understood
Understood that man
Well, it's funny how these kind of things
Happen to them
When you never even think they would happen again
Lyrics submitted by hersoftestsoul
Conventional Girl Lyrics as written by Kate Marie Nash
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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