I don't like the steps I took to get to look into your deepest feelings
And I don't like the place I'm in head space within the hardwood and the ceiling
Cause if I'm restless than why do I
I want nothing but to rest my soul
And I don't get this and I know why
You see sometimes things are just beyond control

But I don't mind but I'm not surprised to find that you do
I'm not surprised to find that you do
I know you do
And I feel fine
But I know the same does not apply to you
I know the same does not apply to you
So I guess that I'll curl up and die too.

Clinging to the remnants of perfection like most do after they break
It not knowing which directions the correct one do I discard or remake it
Cause if I don?t know than I don't know
But I may know someone who knows me more than I
And if I somehow could rest this soul
Maybe control could find its way back to my life

But I don't mind but I'm not surprised to find that you do
You see I know that I have done all this to you, to you
And I feel fine
But I know the same does not apply to you
Yeah, I know the same does not apply to you
So I guess that I'll curl up and die too.

Yeah, I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
Yeah, I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
Yeah, I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you
Yeah, I'll curl up with you, my baby, yeah, my darling
Until I die with you
Yeah, I'll curl up with you
Until I die with you alone


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Curl Up and Die Lyrics as written by Matthew Thiessen

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    I believe this song could be about wrestling with life and death. Jesus gave his life for our sins and if you think about the worst sin you could have, and to just lay that down to the cross and let it die, this song becomes clear to me.\n\nI don\'t like the steps I took to get to look into your deepest feelings" he\'s trying to understand what Jesus felt on that cross. "I don\'t like the place I\'m in, headspace with the hardwood/ceiling" that is literally where you\'re standing right now, in your living room or bedroom, Uncomfortable with your sin. "I don\'t mind, I\'m not surprised to find that you do" you try and live with it but God knows we can\'t, and shouldn\'t have to. "I feel fine.. the same does not apply to you" Jesus doesn\'t feel fine, he has the weight of sin on the cross "I guess that I\'ll curl up and die too" he\'s laying his sin down at the cross and letting it die with Jesus Christ. \n\nIt\'s a beautiful song and just shows how much Matt understands the love Jesus has for him and everyone.

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