I've faced my demons
Wrestled these angels to the ground
And all that I could find
Was a thin line between
All the saints and villains
It was crossed in my own eyes

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (The disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

I'm struggling between the facts and fiction
I'm alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement, then there's me
I'm just trying to survive

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (The disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

If this was any other day
I pretend to know where I stand
I just don't know (Just don't know)
I just don't know

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (The disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

Someday I will find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (Inside the disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright


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    I think this song is all about how he's trying to find his own identity. Like many people said, there's a basically a battle of good and evil going through his mind. To me, it's like he knows which side is right, but sometimes that line gets so blury. I think what no one really seemed to pick up on though is the i wouldn't have it any other way line. In my opinion, he's just saying he knows the world is crazy, he admits he doesn't know what the hell he's after, but the ride and the experiences he wouldn't trade for anything

    serenity23on July 30, 2008   Link

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