I wish to feel smaller under your sheets
I wish for the whole truth every time you speak
And I'm thinking 'bout how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arise, smoke cigarettes, sleep

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
And I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of trying to be tough

And my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins
And your heart is gonna tear mine away

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands
Though you seem satisfied as you slip mine down your pants
And I'm thinking 'bout how you care half as much for me
As you lift up my shirt after asking politely

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
'Cause it's her you'll always love
And it's her I'll always envy
Wanna end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up
And I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of trying to be tough

And my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins
And your heart is gonna tear mine away

And it's hard to find what I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock
I could pay lots of money to help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate, not sure you'd come clean

And I wish to feel smaller under your sheets
I wish for the whole truth every time you speak
And I'm thinking 'bout how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arise, smoke cigarettes, sleep

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
And I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of trying to be tough
Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry, I'm sick of trying to be tough

And my blood won't stick to the confines of my veins
And your heart is gonna tear mine away
Is gonna tear mine away


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    oh my god, this is exactly how i've been feeling all along. i know so many people can relate to these songs but this is a spot on retelling of what i've been going through. basically i've been in love with this guy for two years and he's done everything to convince me otherwise but for some reason i'm always going to feel vulnerable to him. he has a girlfriend and he's told me he loves her, but for some reason we always end up back together on those long, late nights. as horrible as it sounds and i feel, i just can't seem to let go. after all, we were together first. i keep saying i'm okay with what we have, but it gets harder every day knowing that i mean half as much to him as he means to me. i keep wishing he'll choose me over her for more than just sex, but i don't know how long i can keep waiting.

    beautifulxgoodbyeon May 15, 2012   Link

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