In these words that crash my ears
I now stomach this in fear
With a turn I gathered name as the bastard's son
Who, by fire I would come
Through this wire I might cut
Atop this tower of loss and lust
I'll gravitate towards you
I will, in the now, hate you
Whoa, whoa

I'll make you wish
You hadn't burned our time before
I'll live through this
In a manner cursed at my own accord

Whoa, if my shame spills our worth across this floor
Whoa, then tonight, goodnight, I'm burning Star IV
Only I don't even think of you
No, I don't want to think of you anymore
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye

In my presence you might wake
Through this fiction I must fake
Your death to grace the face of my character
With these lessons, he might learn
All the worlds from here must burn
For his God demands, in the end we miss

Whoa, if my shame spills our worth across this floor
Whoa, then tonight, goodnight, I'm burning Star IV
Only I don't even think of you
No, I don't want to think of you anymore
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye

(There is no room for mistakes, my children)
(For as I have been told, today is the day I die)
(I'm sorry that I never played the part as your father)
(And from the looks on your faces)
(It seems that's all you've ever asked of me)
(It is time for you to go into these worlds alone, with all of my love)
(I'm sorry and I love you all so very much)

I'll make you wish
You hadn't burned our time before
I'll live through this
In a manner cursed at my own accord

I don't want to go
So come on, bitch, why aren't you laughing now?
You left me here to fend on my own
So cry on, bitch, why aren't you laughing now?

Whoa, if my shame spills our worth across this floor
Whoa, then tonight, goodnight, I'm burning Star IV
Only I don't even think of you
No, I don't want to think of you anymore
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye

Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa

Only I don't even think of you
No girl, I don't want to think of you anymore
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye
Goodnight, tonight, goodbye


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    these might still need work but i think are closer still -

    in these words that crash my ears i'll now stomach this in fear with the turn i gather names the faster its sun who by fire i would come through this wire i might could tuck this tower of loss and lies

    i gravitate towards you i will in the now hate you woah... woah...

    i'll make you wish you hadn't burned our time before i'll live through this in a manner acursed of my own accord

    woah... if my shame spills i'll wear the cross, be strown tonight goodnite im burning star IV only i dont even think of you no i dont wanna think of you anymore goodnight tonight goodbye goodnight tonight goodbye

    in my presence you might wake through this fiction i must fake your death to grace the face of my character with these lessons he might learn all the worlds from him must burn for his god demands in the end a witness

    woah... if my shame spills i'll wear the cross, be strown tonight goodnite im burning star IV only i dont even think of you no i dont wanna think of you anymore goodnight tonight goodbye goodnight tonight goodbye

    i'll make you wish you hadn't burned our time before i'll live through this in a manner acursed of my own accord

    i dont wanna go so come on bitch why arent you laughing now you left me here to fend on my own so cry on bitch why arent you laughing now

    woah... if my shame spills i'll wear the cross, be strown tonight goodnite im burning star IV only i dont even think of you no i dont wanna think of you anymore goodnight tonight goodbye goodnight tonight goodbye

    zion September 09, 2005   Link

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