I'm wishing the bath water clean
She hides in the back and is unseen
I take off the mask that surrounds me
Look me in the face, what do you see?
I feel like a boy of age thirteen
My body grows up, but my mind stays the same
Look em in the face, what do you see?
How do you tell an angel
That you don't believe in God
Why do I feel like such a stranger?
I look around and all my friends are gone

Would you be me?
Cause I would be you
You'd be happy if you wanted to
Would you trade me?
Cause I would trade you
You'd be happy if you wanted to

How do you tell your father
That you want him to notice you
Why does it seem like such a bother?
When Mom says â??He'd be better off deadâ??
But I want to see you
I still want to see you
Would you call me?
It's not hard to
I'm the first one, you gave birth to
Would you write me
On my birthday?
Graduation was yesterday
How do you hold the special victim?
When they push you away
When they've been
Raped on the inside
Torn on the outside
Feel dirt and ugly
From the strain that they try to hide
Touched in private places
Embarrassed faces
Too scared to ask for helpâ?¦why?

Would you be me?
Cause I would be you
You'd be happy if you wanted to
Would you trade me?
Cause I would trade you
You'd be happy if you wanted to

I'm wishing the bath water clean
She hides in the back and is unseen
I take off the mask that surrounds me
Look me in the face, what do you see?


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    everybody hides who they are. and you never tell anyone EVERYTHING.

    disasterfaerie22on February 27, 2006   Link
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    I always thought this song was a combination of two...I'm a lil confused so maybe someone can help me...

    I always thought this song was really about a girl getting raped and him sort of being the rapist but blaming his dad for being the way he is...

    Can someone please put the true meaning of this together...

    sdc777on August 19, 2010   Link
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    DISCLAIMER I have just obtained a copy of Justin Furstenfeld's book Crazy Making. It's not very detailed, but it contains all the lyrics to all current (The Answers - Approaching Normal) Blue October songs, and his inspiration behind them. As I said, it's not very detailed, but it's his words on every Blue October song that is in the book. I know everyone interprets a song differently from everyone else, but having the original intent behind the song will be helpful to people who don't fully understand a song. Also, any grammatical errors are not made by me, I'm putting down Justin's words exactly how he writes them. So yea... enjoy :)

    Angel: "Religion, Divorce, Abuse. 3 sure ways to kill innocence"

    marquptonon June 04, 2011   Link
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    ^^^^^^^^ its true

    Diet_Punk_Rockon January 10, 2007   Link
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    This song is awesome. It is so true. "I feel like a boy of age 13, my body changes but my mind stays the same". That is so articulate and true. I think this song means that he feels like a stranger to the world, he's hiding from everything. I freaking LOVE this song!

    Rock_Heavy_alwayson April 19, 2007   Link
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    This song is awesome. It is so true. "I feel like a boy of age 13, my body changes but my mind stays the same". That is so articulate and true. I think this song means that he feels like a stranger to the world, he's hiding from everything. I freaking LOVE this song!

    Rock_Heavy_alwayson April 19, 2007   Link
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    In the part of the song where it goes..

    How do you tell your Father, That you want him to notice you? Why does this seem like such a bother? When mom says you'd be better off dead But I want to see you I still want to see you

    I always thought I heard "He'd be better off dead" Instead of "You'd be better off dead"..Anyone else here that?

    bobtheghost123on May 02, 2007   Link
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    Yeah, pretty sure it's "he'd be better off dead".

    petereeda12on June 13, 2007   Link
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    it definitely is "he'd" instead of "you'd"

    charley23on September 19, 2008   Link
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    I'm the first one On your birthday

    is actually...

    I'm the first one (oh) you gave birth to

    Deflection1on December 18, 2008   Link

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