He's been told that he can't do wrong to a lonely child that cries in his
song to understand the mans depravation but to him an invitation......so
He came in, the child turned its head and its a sin how his eyes looked all dead then.
What he saw, the fear on his face could wait no more. Heart-stabbed and disgraced

Double crossed

That's a double cross, backstabbin? doublecross, heart stabbin? doublecross,
his pain and his loss

In his eyes was the recognition of a nasty face whose hurt and mission has
fucked a life of bodily prison.
It's consequence of a sick mans vision...he
Made a move, the gun went off and he changed the mood into blood coloured madness.
All he saw was the shadow of a grown man n? flesh was raw as he fell down again.

[CHOR.]

All he ever wanted to be was that man
Did he ever stand up and see for himself
Never wanted that intimacy, nor that fear
If he would only reach out to me I'd show him life

And that I can't stand you make me sick

Have you seen the tears that the boy cries
Have you seen the pain that he wears inside

So alive, the pain ensures that he really feels like a part of the damned.
Such a bitch, joy and smile are long gone, its just hate in small child rape land...he's
All locked up in a room with his devil it's all fucked up.
He's going down in pure revenge, so he saw how his best friend helped him
study and the score: justice done, a dead body

Wont you wait for him, wont you wait for him
They took all he had, what's left is all in his head.


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    It is indeed a great song. I think it's about child abuse, and how the 'role model' was smashed. Now, the main character, likely the singer, is grown up, and suffering with the idea of feeling betrayed and stranded. Maybe someone else, though. This was just a cursory interpretation.

    Shadow Creatoron August 20, 2007   Link
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    Disturbing lyrics but this song just sounds awesome.. And the guitars 2/3 through the song are just amazing! Very well-made song.

    FeLKoNon September 27, 2004   Link
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    My Interpretation

    I think it's about a sexually abusive father (never wanted that intimacy). I'm sorry to point this out, but I think the line "And That I Can't Stand You Make Me Sick" is referring to anal sex so intense that the poor child can't walk. It's making a mash out of 3 phrases:

    1. And that I can't stand-
    2. I can't stand you.
    3. You make me sick. Sadly, I'm 100% positive that this song is about sexual abuse of a son by his father. Schtill... Song's metal as fuck \,,/
    Bass93on January 07, 2012   Link

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