Everyday each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way some fucking way someday
For a way to make my way

Through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await the angel of death
I've lost too many times

Too many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish at birth I had died
I try to drown this hurt
Death will be the cure for all pain


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    Y' know, sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face another day 'Cause shit's been so fuckin' hard for so fuckin' long And it don't seem like shit's ever gonna change Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doin' nothin' but gettin' worse

    Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I really despise what I see 'Cause pride, strength, honor, love, and life They don't seem to have a whole lot to do with me

    It feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago Something inside me, way down deep died And I can't remember when I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong

    What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

    [2X] Every day Each fuckin' day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fuckin' way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    I've got nothing left I wait for the angel of death I've lost too many times Too many times to count The pain is great

    Let me tell you somethin' Rock bottom is a sweet fuckin' dream A myth made up by a liar Whose despair is a void you can slip into forever

    I've been as low as you can go And I guess when you're at the bottom, the only place you can go is up But every time I start to get ahead Every time I start to get somewhere It seems like someone or something just knocks me the fuck back down One step forward, two steps back

    I read somewhere that without hope, man is but an animal I think I've lost hope

    I've got nothing left I wait for the angel of death I've lost too many times Too many times to count The pain is great

    And I'm so fuckin' tired of being fucked up all the time But I can't seem to do it any other way Maybe I'm not as strong as you But sometimes, my fucked-up life, it brings me down when I look around

    My life, it didn't make me hard It just hardened something way down deep inside me I think it was my humanity I want it back I wanna feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human

    I don't wanna be like this no more I'm just lookin' for some kind of shelter or salvation Or just somethin' to believe in Or maybe just... Just someone to care

    I've got nothing left I wait for the angel of death I've lost too many times Too many times to count The pain is great

    I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hurt Death will be the cure for all this pain

    [2X] Every day Each fuckin' day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fuckin' way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    I've got nothing left I wait for the angel of death I've lost too many times Too many times to count The pain is great

    I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hurt Death will be the cure for all this pain

    [2X] Every day Each fuckin' day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fuckin' way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    I've got nothing left I wait for the angel of death I've lost too many times Too many times to count The pain is great

    I never asked for life I wish that at birth I had died I tried to drown this hurt Death will be the cure for all this pain

    [2X] Every day Each fuckin' day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fuckin' way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    There's nowhere to turn Everyone betrays you You can't trust anyone, and I'm so fuckin' paranoid I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let-down There's just nobody for sure

    I can't remember when a day's gone by that I haven't thought about takin' myself out I know I ain't shit And I know I ain't ever gonna be shit I got no future But I think I could deal with it I think I could live If I could look at just one person, and see them smile at me, and know that they meant it

    [4X] Every day Each fuckin' day I pray I pray to a god that I know does not exist For a way Some fuckin' way Some day For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    Redemption denied

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