Everyday each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way some fucking way someday
For a way to make my way

Through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await the angel of death
I've lost too many times

Too many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish at birth I had died
I try to drown this hurt
Death will be the cure for all pain


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  • +1
    General CommentWell, I tried, folks. I submitted the COMPLETE, 100% accurate lyrics, leaving nothing out. I typed it out myself from start to finish. It was on the site for a few days, but has been replaced with complete nonsense.

    That will be the LAST time I waste my time submitting lyrics to this site.
    despondenton June 09, 2021   Link
  • +1
    General CommentY' know, sometimes when I get up in the morning, I don't know if I can face another day
    'Cause shit's been so fuckin' hard for so fuckin' long
    And it don't seem like shit's ever gonna change
    Sometimes it seems like shit ain't doin' nothin' but gettin' worse

    Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I really despise what I see
    'Cause pride, strength, honor, love, and life
    They don't seem to have a whole lot to do with me

    It feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago
    Something inside me, way down deep died
    And I can't remember when
    I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong

    What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

    [2X]
    Every day
    Each fuckin' day
    I pray
    I pray to a god that I know does not exist
    For a way
    Some fuckin' way
    Some day
    For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    I've got nothing left
    I wait for the angel of death
    I've lost too many times
    Too many times to count
    The pain is great

    Let me tell you somethin'
    Rock bottom is a sweet fuckin' dream
    A myth made up by a liar
    Whose despair is a void you can slip into forever

    I've been as low as you can go
    And I guess when you're at the bottom, the only place you can go is up
    But every time I start to get ahead
    Every time I start to get somewhere
    It seems like someone or something just knocks me the fuck back down
    One step forward, two steps back

    I read somewhere that without hope, man is but an animal
    I think I've lost hope

    I've got nothing left
    I wait for the angel of death
    I've lost too many times
    Too many times to count
    The pain is great

    And I'm so fuckin' tired of being fucked up all the time
    But I can't seem to do it any other way
    Maybe I'm not as strong as you
    But sometimes, my fucked-up life, it brings me down when I look around

    My life, it didn't make me hard
    It just hardened something way down deep inside me
    I think it was my humanity
    I want it back
    I wanna feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human

    I don't wanna be like this no more
    I'm just lookin' for some kind of shelter or salvation
    Or just somethin' to believe in
    Or maybe just... Just someone to care

    I've got nothing left
    I wait for the angel of death
    I've lost too many times
    Too many times to count
    The pain is great

    I never asked for life
    I wish that at birth I had died
    I tried to drown this hurt
    Death will be the cure for all this pain

    [2X]
    Every day
    Each fuckin' day
    I pray
    I pray to a god that I know does not exist
    For a way
    Some fuckin' way
    Some day
    For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    I've got nothing left
    I wait for the angel of death
    I've lost too many times
    Too many times to count
    The pain is great

    I never asked for life
    I wish that at birth I had died
    I tried to drown this hurt
    Death will be the cure for all this pain

    [2X]
    Every day
    Each fuckin' day
    I pray
    I pray to a god that I know does not exist
    For a way
    Some fuckin' way
    Some day
    For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    I've got nothing left
    I wait for the angel of death
    I've lost too many times
    Too many times to count
    The pain is great

    I never asked for life
    I wish that at birth I had died
    I tried to drown this hurt
    Death will be the cure for all this pain

    [2X]
    Every day
    Each fuckin' day
    I pray
    I pray to a god that I know does not exist
    For a way
    Some fuckin' way
    Some day
    For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    There's nowhere to turn
    Everyone betrays you
    You can't trust anyone, and I'm so fuckin' paranoid
    I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let-down
    There's just nobody for sure

    I can't remember when a day's gone by that I haven't thought about takin' myself out
    I know I ain't shit
    And I know I ain't ever gonna be shit
    I got no future
    But I think I could deal with it
    I think I could live
    If I could look at just one person, and see them smile at me, and know that they meant it

    [4X]
    Every day
    Each fuckin' day
    I pray
    I pray to a god that I know does not exist
    For a way
    Some fuckin' way
    Some day
    For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

    Redemption denied
    despondenton June 22, 2022   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis is like the best song ever! Pity that these arnt the full lirics, but I guess its better than nothing. Anyways, I love the liric"I pray to a god I know does niot excist", Blood For Blood rule all! Does anyone know if theyre still together?(I heard on a cd site that they wernt...), have they got any decent sites? Is there any other bands similar to the sound of BFB, hehe, but BFB will always rule all. Argh, its annoying that there arnt many Blood For Blood songs with lirics on this site, oh well :( .
    OneManWaron September 29, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentNah Blood For Blood broke up a while back and played a reunion show a few months ago but it was a one time deal. great example of boston hardcore. and as for a band that sounds like them, no one can ever replace them, ya know?
    macrozon March 04, 2003   Link

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