The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
I'm walking on the edge, might be falling
The virtual abyss, keeps on growing
Solid way of life, seems to get lost
The second me myself, forces unknown
Turn myself around, haunting shadows
Mirrors of my mind, strange to myself
Got no fuckin' clue, of whatsoever
Seems that I'll go through, my own massacre
Bloodred Massacre, bloodred massacre
Unsatisfied with the outturn of life
Twofaced I stay true to my game
Can't figure out what is left of my beliefs
As i watch all my dreams fade away
No indulgence for me
I'll go astray within my own world
What the fuck is going on with me ?
Infiltration of my sanity
Nothingness, devours my soul
And extinguishs my will
Helplessly, watch it unfold
As it sucks up my energy
The virtual abyss, keeps on growing
Solid way of life, seems to get lost
The second me myself, forces unknown
Turn myself around, haunting shadows
Mirrors of my mind, strange to myself
Got no fuckin' clue, of whatsoever
Seems that I'll go through, my own massacre
Bloodred Massacre, bloodred massacre
Unsatisfied with the outturn of life
Twofaced I stay true to my game
Can't figure out what is left of my beliefs
As i watch all my dreams fade away
No indulgence for me
I'll go astray within my own world
What the fuck is going on with me ?
Infiltration of my sanity
Nothingness, devours my soul
And extinguishs my will
Helplessly, watch it unfold
As it sucks up my energy
Lyrics submitted by Bobo192
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