Hammer my skull, I am waiting til you return your suffering
In my mind, I see you, you're still broken and lost again

When you come back, I won't know you
We won't fit right like it was before
Time is truth, hard and cruel
And my heart has turned to stone
I crawled back in, I am hungry
I made my traps are set in space

We had been standing on these tracks,
all the winds never called us back.

We laid so long, eternal night,
In my heart it never left.
I'll stand here, you go on,
When you see me I'll be gone.
Every road brings us on the past is never forgiven
It is atoned


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    I believe almost every Neurosis song has to do with specific aspects of transcendence and the struggles that come with it. The narrator seems to be talking to another half of himself, like an older way of thinking. Like a piece of the personality left then came back and doesn't fit with the rest of the self anymore.

    The final verse is that piece of the self telling rest of himself to go to the same place it went and it can integrate the new way of thinking. I don't know, that's just the I think about it. I don't know, the whole Sun that Never Sets album feels like one of those mushroom trips that completely changes your way of thinking.

    Is it Scott or Steve singing this song? I'm pretty sure it's Scott, but you can never be too sure, they sound so much alike.

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