Living life, don't you cry. My life - pain is God.
Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me - again I'm wrong.

In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy.
All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me.

Now these memories
Still I hide
They bury me

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)
(x4)

Looking back I was never ever right. You were my step
mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin' in and
I'd say, "Hello," but you'd slap me and make some fucked-up comment about
my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were
with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more caps
in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch never try
to play me!

You make my life -- not so....

All I want to do....
Is kill you....
(x2)

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her)
(x2)

Wish! You! Were dead! Now!

How.... I know

How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved.... Never loved ....


Lyrics submitted by me109cito

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    OMG, What Is Wrong With You People, I Hope Most Of You Don't Call Yourselfs KoRn Fans.... I Really Think You People Should Read And Listen To Some KoRn Interviews!! Jon Has Said In An Interview....

    Jonathan: It's about a relative I first met when I was 12. I fucking hate that bitch. She's the most evil, fucked up person I've met in my whole life. She hated my guts. She did everything she could to make my life hell. Like, when I was sick she'd feed me tea with Tabasco, which is really hot pepper oil. She'd make me drink it and say, 'You have to burn that cold out, boy'. fucked up shit like that. So every night when I'd go to sleep, I'd dream of killing that bitch. In some sick way I had a sexual fantasy about her, and I don't know what that stems from or why, but I always dreamt about fucking her and killing her

    shesatanon August 02, 2002   Link
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    This song is so fucking sad but it's really gomd! It tells about growing up with his step mom and how she was a bitch to him and how he felt about it.

    Red733ezon January 08, 2002   Link
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    no tisnt.. its about a family friend or something and how he always tried to be nice to her but he was always a bitch to him but then he used to have sexual fantisys about her and he thought he was disturbed. and THAT is what it's about.

    vampyrikon February 01, 2002   Link
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    or maybe it was his step-mum but either way yep.

    kylie.

    vampyrikon February 01, 2002   Link
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    it was about his step-mom and how screwed up she was to him. great song

    justinjtpon March 10, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    true justin is right

    dreamboxon March 10, 2002   Link
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    This message is to Vampyrik, hi ya! What the song is about is john davis's step-mom who was a huge bitch to him, then he started to sexuallly fantisize about raping and killing her. So there!

    SongMeaningson March 13, 2002   Link
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    At least someone knows what the hell they're talking about. You are so right ukie!

    blmagikon April 12, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    In an interview Davis said she used to put Tabasco sauce in his cough syrup...

    mindxpanderon May 02, 2002   Link
  • 0
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    All the gossip it's great!...

    SongMeaningson May 09, 2002   Link

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