I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
Mother, please forgive me. I just have to get out all my pain and suffering. Now
that I am done, remember I will always love you. . .
I'm your son.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy. Innocent
child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, dear god your flesh I reep
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. I'm not a liar. My
God. Saw you watch. Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. Not a lot. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?
It's alright
"I didn't touch you there." Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there." That's why Momma stopped and stared.
Innocent child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. As a child. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why? {Eh heh heh }
I fucking hate you. . . AHHH you Mother Fucker!!!
I Fucking Hate YOU!!
FUCK YOU
You son of a bitch
You fucking ruined my life, I wish you were dead
I'll get you, you mother fucker. . . .
Oh that fucking piece of . . . . . . . .
I HATE YOU ! ! ! ! !
I fucking hate you!
I HATE YOU ! ! ! !
Piece of SHIT
AAAAHHHHH! ! ! ! ! ! eeeeeyyehhh. . . ahhhhh. . .
{desperatly gasping for air}
{Crying. . . . }
{head} laughing
that I am done, remember I will always love you. . .
I'm your son.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy. Innocent
child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, dear god your flesh I reep
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. I'm not a liar. My
God. Saw you watch. Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. Not a lot. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?
It's alright
"I didn't touch you there." Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there." That's why Momma stopped and stared.
Innocent child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. As a child. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why? {Eh heh heh }
I fucking hate you. . . AHHH you Mother Fucker!!!
I Fucking Hate YOU!!
FUCK YOU
You son of a bitch
You fucking ruined my life, I wish you were dead
I'll get you, you mother fucker. . . .
Oh that fucking piece of . . . . . . . .
I HATE YOU ! ! ! ! !
I fucking hate you!
I HATE YOU ! ! ! !
Piece of SHIT
AAAAHHHHH! ! ! ! ! ! eeeeeyyehhh. . . ahhhhh. . .
{desperatly gasping for air}
{Crying. . . . }
{head} laughing
Lyrics submitted by me109cito, edited by if ur 555 im 6(sic)6
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Poor Jon! ooo.. how could anyone let this happen to him?! it fuckin pisses me off. this song shows how much he was effected by that motherfucker and i think he should go to hell for what he did to Jon!
@DisturbedBeauty it was actually a woman. his babysitter<br />
@DisturbedBeauty actually in one of his recent articles, he said it was his neighbor. I feel really bad for what Jon has gone through and I hope he passes it one day and feels better about what has happened.