This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Rip and cut and mutilate the innocent,
His friends, and again and again and on and on.
You make me own my life in Hell, my kingdom back to the bound
You say you don't make it alone, kingdom back to the Lord
Falling, I say, you too, falling, you too, born to die
Come with hate
Come and die
One day I'll face you all alone,
Enduring out with wind and ice
It's payback time, it's your demise sought to feel:
They'll taste of my scythe
You say my ear, my God who help me, God take yours in shame
Back too low, I want your head on a plate to feel my eyes
Come with me, I want your blood to save it on my eyes
I want you and in the plate to be coming in the sky (sky!)
Come with hate
Come and try
One day I'll face you all alone,
Enduring out with wind and ice
It's payback time, it's your demise until they feel:
Taste of my scythe
Hate Me!
I was born in ashes of molten hatred
Raised by demons in abodes of the end
The Reaper's scythe I fall upon to light my path
Wrecked by mangled wounds of life
I have become become the resurrection of the Evil one
Why know that I don't fucking care if I live or die
I need a bishop preaching fire to get away with my sins
I despise everything I see so I don't give a fuck if ya hate me
Ain't got respect for humanity
Never lived or wanted immortality
The Reaper's shadow I fall upon to obscure my path
Every day I'm being battered up until I bleed
You motherfuckers just leave me be
Ya could never give me cure for the pain I feel inside
Led by the Reaper I walk in the night
Show me the way to yer kingdom come
I believe in Armageddon, I've been baptized in alcohol
I'm embodiment of Antichrist
I'm living for my own demise
His friends, and again and again and on and on.
You make me own my life in Hell, my kingdom back to the bound
You say you don't make it alone, kingdom back to the Lord
Falling, I say, you too, falling, you too, born to die
Come with hate
Come and die
One day I'll face you all alone,
Enduring out with wind and ice
It's payback time, it's your demise sought to feel:
They'll taste of my scythe
You say my ear, my God who help me, God take yours in shame
Back too low, I want your head on a plate to feel my eyes
Come with me, I want your blood to save it on my eyes
I want you and in the plate to be coming in the sky (sky!)
Come with hate
Come and try
One day I'll face you all alone,
Enduring out with wind and ice
It's payback time, it's your demise until they feel:
Taste of my scythe
Hate Me!
I was born in ashes of molten hatred
Raised by demons in abodes of the end
The Reaper's scythe I fall upon to light my path
Wrecked by mangled wounds of life
I have become become the resurrection of the Evil one
Why know that I don't fucking care if I live or die
I need a bishop preaching fire to get away with my sins
I despise everything I see so I don't give a fuck if ya hate me
Ain't got respect for humanity
Never lived or wanted immortality
The Reaper's shadow I fall upon to obscure my path
Every day I'm being battered up until I bleed
You motherfuckers just leave me be
Ya could never give me cure for the pain I feel inside
Led by the Reaper I walk in the night
Show me the way to yer kingdom come
I believe in Armageddon, I've been baptized in alcohol
I'm embodiment of Antichrist
I'm living for my own demise
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The Reaper getting medieval as usual.
lol going postal
Sounds like Alexi's gonna kill some motheruckers!!!
...again...