3 days before I was supposed to get married, it all blew up.
All my fault, I screwed up bad.
This song was just coming out at the time, and I saw the video.. it forever became the anthem of this screwed up time in my life in upstate new york. I remember being in a hotel room, waiting for my new apartment to be ready, and this video came on. It was the first time I really listened to the words.
I lost the person I love and my best friend as well, because I did something so amazingly wrong. I knew I screwed up, I knew I would never see her again, and I knew that some how I had to learn from this huge mistake, move on, and be a better person after learning this lesson. I had to find my "Ordinary World" so to speak.
Well, I moved on, found my place in the world, got married, and lived happily ever after, she did as well. Ours truly was just a little sorrow, but man did it hurt.
I guess we all live and learn, it was really hard to hear these lyrics at that time.
@DarkStars Your story has somehow given me a bit of hope for the future. Just like you, I screwed up badly considering the type of person I was involved with, and hurted him, to never see him again. This very song is the one that is helping me getting throught this whole thing. I hope one day I can have the same luck you had, move on and live happily ever after, because he is already on his way to be happy with someone else..
@DarkStars Your story has somehow given me a bit of hope for the future. Just like you, I screwed up badly considering the type of person I was involved with, and hurted him, to never see him again. This very song is the one that is helping me getting throught this whole thing. I hope one day I can have the same luck you had, move on and live happily ever after, because he is already on his way to be happy with someone else..
This song brings back a very sad time in my life.
3 days before I was supposed to get married, it all blew up.
All my fault, I screwed up bad.
This song was just coming out at the time, and I saw the video.. it forever became the anthem of this screwed up time in my life in upstate new york. I remember being in a hotel room, waiting for my new apartment to be ready, and this video came on. It was the first time I really listened to the words.
I lost the person I love and my best friend as well, because I did something so amazingly wrong. I knew I screwed up, I knew I would never see her again, and I knew that some how I had to learn from this huge mistake, move on, and be a better person after learning this lesson. I had to find my "Ordinary World" so to speak.
Well, I moved on, found my place in the world, got married, and lived happily ever after, she did as well. Ours truly was just a little sorrow, but man did it hurt.
I guess we all live and learn, it was really hard to hear these lyrics at that time.
@DarkStars Your story has somehow given me a bit of hope for the future. Just like you, I screwed up badly considering the type of person I was involved with, and hurted him, to never see him again. This very song is the one that is helping me getting throught this whole thing. I hope one day I can have the same luck you had, move on and live happily ever after, because he is already on his way to be happy with someone else..
@DarkStars Your story has somehow given me a bit of hope for the future. Just like you, I screwed up badly considering the type of person I was involved with, and hurted him, to never see him again. This very song is the one that is helping me getting throught this whole thing. I hope one day I can have the same luck you had, move on and live happily ever after, because he is already on his way to be happy with someone else..