This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Billie I wonder why are we insane
Will we ever get better
Will we stay the same
Billie I'm worried
Millie don't worry
No one knows our pain
Being in love is crazy not alone that way
I know you're worried today
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel alone
He was thinking of us he was thinking of us
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel so alone
Billie my mind seems to wander
To events of a night long ago
Driving alone with our guilt well concealed
In the trunk of your '68 Olds
Millie our world's an asylum
And our minds like you say ain't that straight
But you know and I know our passion's
Not deformed it's true to say
We'll love our lifetime
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel alone
He was thinking of us he was thinking of us
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel so alone
Billie I dream of our children
They're frightening and gruesome and sad
And I don't want them growing inside me
They're no price for the love that we have
Oh Millie oh Billie criminally insane
Oh Millie oh Billie
Oh Billie it's fresh in my memory
The night that it had to be done
You with your pick axe and scissors
And you with your shovel and gun
And I liked your late husband Donald
But such torture his memory brings
All sliced up and sealed tight in baggies
Guess love makes you do funny things
Oh Millie oh Billie criminally insane
Oh Millie oh Billie
Will we ever get better
Will we stay the same
Billie I'm worried
Millie don't worry
No one knows our pain
Being in love is crazy not alone that way
I know you're worried today
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel alone
He was thinking of us he was thinking of us
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel so alone
Billie my mind seems to wander
To events of a night long ago
Driving alone with our guilt well concealed
In the trunk of your '68 Olds
Millie our world's an asylum
And our minds like you say ain't that straight
But you know and I know our passion's
Not deformed it's true to say
We'll love our lifetime
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel alone
He was thinking of us he was thinking of us
God made love crazy so he wouldn't feel so alone
Billie I dream of our children
They're frightening and gruesome and sad
And I don't want them growing inside me
They're no price for the love that we have
Oh Millie oh Billie criminally insane
Oh Millie oh Billie
Oh Billie it's fresh in my memory
The night that it had to be done
You with your pick axe and scissors
And you with your shovel and gun
And I liked your late husband Donald
But such torture his memory brings
All sliced up and sealed tight in baggies
Guess love makes you do funny things
Oh Millie oh Billie criminally insane
Oh Millie oh Billie
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That's the rhyming names and the verse "Billie I dream of our children/They're frightening and gruesome and sad/And I don't want them growing inside me/hey're no price for the love that we have
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Not sure?
this is from his "from the inside" album n he wrote it when he was in a mental alylum and it almost seems to be about 2 personalitys. or its about the obvious... 2 people in the asylum who love each other so much it drives them crazy. thats what i think anyway
I think these two were crazy before the asylum, as they cut up her late husband Donald and sealed him up in baggies, cause love makes you do funny things.... I think this is a great song, cause if you listen to how actually pretty the song is, you almost feel sorry for Millie and Billy
This is probably my favorite love song of all time.
Basically it's about this couple Millie and Billie who were already married when they met and became lovers. They ended up killing eachothers spouses so they could be together. Now they're homocidal lovers in the asylum.
Love makes you do crazy things.
anyone know who sings the female vocals?
Marcy Levy sings the female vocals.
Yes, it's definitely about 2 crazy people in an insane asylum. I htink i agree with the interpretation that the love made them crazy and homicidal. I wish i could remember what Alice said when i heard him talking about this song!!!
i love this song! I especially love the fact that because it was his first album after he came out of the asylum, all the characters ion the songs are based on real people that he met! I hink it gives the song that disturbing edge (as if the lyrics didnt anyway) that makes you stop and think hang on a minute there really are people out there like that...
One thing I think is overlooked is the ending of the song, where Billie is calling Millie and then questioningly says Millie giving me the impressikn he may actually be alone and the song takes place in Billy’s head. Billy may have also killed Millie.